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And did he ever even get to that part about 'helmet safety' and that the guy in the photo wasn't wearing one?
Oh, no, yet another topic for the echo factory to pretend that people care about and repeat over and over.
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Springtime in Middlesex Country
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Be nice to yourself and others. What other choice?
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Saying goodbye to a dead person doesn't need to happen at a service or funeral. The gathering together does augment the process. One gets to hear and tell about the dear departed.
Some people are inundations of loving everyone around them. Their death gets attention. People need to go and hear and speak about their friend.
I had a friend who had never been to a funeral. I'd been dragged to so many of them as a young man, it really floored me. The sad part was that my friend didn't know how to handle death as well as he could have if he had attended to the necessary, and some say 'ritualized' process of honoring those who have passed to the next life.
A forced reunion with old friends brings up very many emotions. It's the subject of much fiction. It's an activity that most adults have to participate in. (in which most adults must participate). And when neglects the necessary work of mitigating grivious loss, then one, in Western literature at least, can thus be huanted by the memories of those who we miss and will no longer encounter in this life.
The subject of much fiction, and literature. As well, there is the type of story of the spirit of a newly deceased person on the journey to the next life. We might call that a 'bardo story'. That kind of story is very very old and doesn't just exist in Western literature, but in very many others, as well. Two famous stories: The Eygptian book of the Dead. As well there is a Tibetan one. Students of humanities and literature ought not igore all of these kinds of stories, nor should those students neglect that very many genres of literature have complexity that makes them worthy of study, or of performance, or just to enjoy and ponder upon. Isn't the story of Scrooge, as well, a 'bardo' story?
We can even claim that the story of the death and resurection of Jesus Christ, as well, is a bardo story. In the Koren the way that The Prophet goes to heaven is through Jerusalem. more stories of bardo. Why do we so often find instances of these kinds of stories? because people don't want to believe that it all ends here when we die. Is it wishful thinking? If you slight or condemn tose who you don't understand often times the illwill of pride in their beliefs results in them augmenting the discovery process (about life-after-death) for those who dare to dis (disrespect) the memory of revered people, which they believe is described within their sacred texts which literary investigators might consider a 'kind of' fiction.
Fear of death, worry about what comes next, the belief that one is going to go lower, and not higher, upon their demise and the belief in malicious entities or . . . who exist without any way to prove that they do except for the sense or feeling of people who 'seem' to come under the sway of such veiled entities. Very many theories of this exist in the world. But a sane person must except the theory of life on Earth that does not include these entities, because the beliefs in these alternative citizens (the netherworld is their province), without any kind of emperical evidence to back them up, must always be discounted by skeptics, not accepted by courts, and not to be used in decision making, nor to be given heed by legislators or by those in sane governance. There can be no consensus like there can be in other areas. For example the Scientific Method provides for a way for specially educated individuals to measure and inspect, and from that, and using well-known emperical (mathematical, algorithmatic) methods do predictions and to also design well-qualified structures with acceptible tolerances which can be declared safe for humans, and for wildlife.
From fear of death comes engineering. Why? I've thought it through. It ought to be obvious. Standards are required because projects need to have safeguards. One giant monolithic dam? Or a series of levees and dikes through out the hydrological region? Is there a correct answer? Or do we have to use what engineers call 'optimization'?
And what about engineering that uses bunk science? Or requirements based upon beliefs in mythologies? some say that global alarmism is a result of trying to engineer the future using the mythologies of global environmentalism, a non-scientific belief system of the 'mother earth goddess' variety. The asute readers know exactly what I'm talking about. The so-called 'social sciences' allow for a measured and directed effort of opinion farming, to provide for ways to sway the public and to gather special favors for a special group. And the group think people in fear are a herd in the minds of those who farm falacies for fun and profit. Real engineering will have none of this.
We've watched as the software engineer was reduced to a 'coder'. We've seen how the electrical engineer was reduced to a solderer. We seen all of the techonologies paid for by the United States, through very many science and engineering programs, has been usurped as if it's private and trademarked and patented for private interests. And now we have the self-driving car mob trying usurp the highways and put all the teamsters out of work, feasting on subsidies and leading lavish jelly-feeder lifestyles. Meanwhile? Meanwhile we still have a festerbog in Washington DC and noone there who seems to care except, possibly . . .
Self driving car? We tried self-driving government. It doesn't work. It creates a system of privledge for some few who don't even have to reside in the captive nation: cative to a set of bad regulation and self-dealing bueurocrats.
What was my motivation today? Just that whole topic of death and bardo. Some of us had hoped that certain aspects of corrupt governance would be in a bardo state right now. We tried to engineer a painless and nonviolent transition to a less piggish methodology for those who delude to importance in Washington DC. The fact is that there is a kind of spiritualism associated with some of the causes of governance. The whole 'earth mother' movement is paganism gone nuts, pretending to be socialism. It's designed with almost reptilian craftiness by various blotatious burghars of the old order. And they are still so blind and daft that they keep up with it. They send their true believers out to be humiliated by directing them into unsafe rethorical methodologies, excusing bad behavior because it's 'on cause'.
And so many of us know that the protest culture of the expendible worker drones of that hive is a dead end. Dead. But not dead and in bardo. This is a zombie of a lost cause ideology that had been fully puppetized by various factions. And now . . . perverse people who still have these expendible workerdrone 'fauxtestors' under their sway are crafting Machivellian plots to 'resist' the will of the people and the results of a fully Constitutional election process. Why? Because they want to 'save the world'.
Saying goodbye to dead ideologies? It's not the same thing. There is no service or funeral for the failed causes of past generations. And what is clear from these lofty heights is that the 'causes' are always targetted for usurpatoin by a certain jelly-feeding crowd. They manipulate people through fallacy farming to cook up electin results. Any cause, any cause at all, is usurped and turned into a political arm of some governance, run by well-connected jelly-feeders.
Who are these jelly-feeders? You can look for them. You probably won't find them. It's a concept, in one sense. People of special privledge. They 'seem' to exist. Do they really? If you think someone is that do you confront them with it? Probably not a good idea. There is enough for everyone, that's how God made this world. If or if not we share it, and how to do that, is the real task that a soul should undertake in this life. So, yes, we do have a seemingly secret aristocracy. And they've never solved the problem of creeps in their midst. Are all of these people creeps? Of course not. But the paganism of gaya-love, as a cause for some of them, long ago got out of control. The usurpation of Environmentalism by the left has resulted in much havoc in the commercial sphere. And the unproven science of Geophyics is still nacesnt, having been fully funded by various aristocratic (jelly-feeding) factions (royal jelly, as in honey bee royal jelly) of governance. And thus suspect in the interpretation of their results.
My friend died. He was wonderful and loving, almost to the point of self-destruction. He'd been raked over some coals by some willfully malicious people, even though he was magnanimous and very loving. Something inside of him broke and he could never repair it.
When you see individuals don't see them as aristocrats or peasants or . . . some base category of ethnicity. See them as individuals. We love some more than others. All scheme of self-righteous equality can't ever errase the fact that some souls are more advanced in others. More advanced in what aspects? That is a question that we all must decide for ourselfs. The problem with some activism is that it doesn't want anyone else decideding these important issues. It's funded for the cause of . . . some unknown moiety . . . and the believers don't always know that the whole thing is part of a scheme for further consoladation and monetazation for the purposes of . . . ? ? ?
Explaning how things seem is a fun thing to help one get out some some moral funk. In the real world, if you are engineering a happy future for yourself, you need to give up these explainations when dealing with real people.
end of rambles for now . . . and always in need of an edit.May 4, 2017
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Suns gone don't follow me Spring falls like rain. If you don't wait for me I'll never wait for you again. I'll never wait for you again. I'll never wait for you again. All of those dreams I had last Summer they fade fade fade with the rain All of those times I tried to reach out to you you always act like i'm insane I'll never wait for you again. Again and again I wait for you in the morning I dream you'll come to see me buy you never ever ever come again. Again and again you never ever ever come again. All of those dreams I had in Summer they did fade fade fade with the rain All of those times I tried to talk to you you always acted like I'm insane I'll never wait for you again I'll never wait for you again Again and again I dream you come to see me I dream that we are walking down the long and storied lane and you'll always come again
Kafka wrote comedy. Orwell was a pessimist. Depends who you ask.
Imagine if they both could have lived and made it to Los Angeles, post war, and been collaborators on writing romantic screwball comedies for Hollywood. If we search IMDB for movies written by Kafka, or by Orwell, will we find one? I kind of doubt it.
The dangers of nuclear arms are clear. Who denies it?
I'm not a fan of knee jerk militarism.
The Military man, however, yes, call me a fan of him. The military man is one who doesn't want what he knows how to deter. The necessity of such a man becomes clear in times of turmoil. The knee-jerk activity of quick at the trigger failed-diplomacy . . . ought not happen in a way that makes grand headlines and draws irrevocable condemnation. Diplomacy without the modivation to behave. That might be called negotiating from weakness. But if, and when, people become unhinged, the negotiation is not as important as a battoning down of hatches, storm is ccoming, acting like a large sea will rise, and every one secure it for the storm . . .
We survive. There is an old film about a boy who told everyone that he knew how to build a bell. But he was lying. And in the end he had to do what he did to survive, and alos to work through the grief of loosing his family to slavers and foreign invaders. This film had some very difficult scenes spliced within, for example one where a horse is being forced out a door onto a balcony in a tower, way up high. the scene, brillient in a cinematographic way, raised eyebrows in the film community when this movie hit the circuit sometime mid century (circa 1960).
We survive. We survived all of that, and the constant suck that has been going on for the last 150 or so years. We've survived.
And if things are lost, they can be found.
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It's August. People are harvasting their tomatoes. Other people don't have any tomatoes. The chipmunks will eat every single one while it's still very tiny. You need a fortified and fenced in garden.
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Greetings from tree shaded yard!
Praise The Lord for insight given!
as an example . . . I have tried to do some introspective things as I come into awareness of my own flaws, and recognize the way I act and correct my self and make a better narrative for myself and for others.
you raise me up from far away when a memory of you lifts me!
Somethings never change nothing need stay the same ah, but on a website the constant change is kind-of the point . . .
change without continuity and tradition is often very hard to manage for those thrust into it. And thus the frame of things gives a place for the change to happen. If you violate that idea then you are coming up with something completely different and maybe no one will want to see your new idea, or use your great, new venue, because it's too far out, and very far away from what they currently care about. It's a nether or a meta and it's merely for a lark? Or does it become the next big thing? As fun as graphics are (CGI) and animation, and making a world to fly around in (like minetest, which is easy when you learn how) ultimately such a meta is a hollow place. It's a distraction during the season of gaming. It allows one to brush up on geometry and math, and architectural design, it gives people training in computer languages, it allows someone to make some graphical ideas, and pass a few hours of time every few days or so . . .
To live within such a realm really isn't possible.
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The deep snow. She doesn't know how deep. She didn't think about it. Depth of snow no one know in rills and hollows where you shouldn't go when the storm is fierce and the night is cold even you shouldn't be so bold. poem is from 2012 short story titled Blizzard Baby The morning light is hued in cold awareness. Warming in the sun the bunny explores the snow covered lawn. The tracks melt by mid morning. Bunny doesn't know what the song means, anyway. This giant bubble that we call awareness? How could it have been formed? Seemingly hollow, it's filled up with you reading this and wondering where does this idle poet get his idle hours to spew out this bubble web of hollowness? 🚦 🚧 🚨 🚩 🚪 🚫 🚬 🚭 🚮 🚯 🚰 🚱 🚲 🌛 🌑 🌒 🌓 🌔 🌕 🌖 🌗 🌘 🌙 🌚 🌛 🌜 🌝. 🚤 🚥 sometimes there is beauty within the fragments . . . 🌜🌜🌜🌝🌛🌛🌛 Sprongg . . . onng . . . ongg ga Her tired morning seems more like poetry than anything you can find on a blog. Bark Bark. Bark Bark. Tree Bark Bark. Bark Bark. Dog 🌑 🌒 🌓 🌔 🌕 🌖 🌗 🌘 🌙 🌚 🌛 🌜 🌝. 🚤 🚥 Woof and woe🌝 🌑 🌒 🌓 🌔 🌕 🌖 🌗 🌘 🌙 🌚 🌛 🌜 🌝. 🚤 🚥 Space Ship snowman floats off towards Billy Perilli, writer of all of the things on this blog. 🌜🌜🌜🌝🌛🌛🌛
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After 40 different versions what can one say about it anymore? It's installed in all my systems, a day earlier. There are a few minor issues, but no show stoppers.
I did some stuff with lvm to resize a root area. That took a very long time. It's on a machine that maybe just should be retired . . .
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Ya, I decided to load Fedora Core 38 Beta about a month ago, and this machine kept shutting down . . . I think I finally fixed it. Tomorrow is the big release day for the Fedora Core 38. My production workstation is still running FC37. I don't know if I'll jump right on it right away. . .
my server is still resetting, or maybe I have it fixed. I decided to just remove plasma-desktop, as I don't use it. The journals were giving all kinds of errors with that, and I think that might have been the issue, conflicting with the gdm that I do use. Worst case I'd just go to runlevel 3 but, as I said in another column, I don't really even know if anyone views these pages anyway.
My production box would upgrade but the dnf says it would downgrade grum and associated tools, and that's never a good thing to do. I'm just not going to do it! anyway I'll check tomorrow when the offical release is and probably do it then. If I'm in the mood.
So now I've run every version of Fedora serving this website! that's a long time.
April 17, 2023 8:28 PM ESThere is from a year ago:
It took some time to figure out how to defeat the new screensaver built in, but I was able to. It's the biggest downside to the new Gnome.
I set the keybindings to something I don't use, and then put in a custom keybinding to use the old tool.
There are other minor things that annoy too, like the restoration of a deleted file that I always have to delete again on every FC core upgrade. The file is name camera-shutte.oga. It's in /usr/share/sounds/freedesktop/stereo
1:12 AM EST 9 April, 2022
At the precipice of coding.
a mountain trail often has a place with a great view and a perilous fall if you wonder just a bit too far to one side of the trail. It's called a precipice. It's not a scary place. It's a safe place that one passes through.
OK, so I've done an update to FC34.
the biggest issue was . . . . drum roll . . .a lock up of gnome.
and if i clicked on the activities button I would need to reload (log out log back in).
I was able to run stuff without that, and thus determined a list of files that might need to be removed. I did as full reinstall of gnome as such:
dnf reinstall gnome
then I did a
dnf list installed |grep fc33
which gave me a list of files to consider uninstalling.
from that I got the following:
first odd issue:
sudo was not at first working! I had to install it! I kept the configuration file so I have my preferences still set up.
dnf install sudo dnf reinstall gnome-* dnf reinstall kde* dnf reinstall NetworkManager* dnf remove gnome-screensaver dnf remove gnome-shell-extension-desktop-icons-20.04.0-2.fc33.noarch dnf remove xorg-x11-xkb-extras-7.7-33.fc33.x86_64 dnf remove compat-openssl10-1:1.0.2o-11.fc33.x86_64 dnf remove mozjs60-60.9.0-7.fc33.x86_64
there are still some fc33 packages, (I also looked for fc32 packages, anything older that was gnome)
sudo dnf list installed |grep fc33 biber.noarch 2.14-4.fc33 @fedora gamin.x86_64 0.1.10-37.fc33 @fedora libgta.x86_64 1.0.9-5.fc33 @fedora
if removing a package also removed large numbers of other packages, I left it. For each of the few that I did remove, I always would make sure by reading what would happen before agreeing to the transaction.
now the gnome-shell is working and it doesn't lock up. So which of the packages that I removed made the difference? I am not sure.
and so after just a few short hours of install, I've got my system working in away that seems normal.
the new gnome shell moves the icons to the bottom of the screen.
I find gnome-shell to be annoyingly poppy at times. I tend to do things rapidly, and all the popping can be nauseating.
It is helpful to learn how to use dnf. I've found that the reverse history stuff works as long as you haven't made too many changes. It's a dicey, though, to try and go back to an older revision but I did it ONCE. Next time it didn't work out so well. AT that point it was installing dnf and yum from rpms.
and I had success. It's the kind of thing that when you know how to do it . . .
but there was one other trick that I needed and it was a scary way to reset a password and I did discover how to do it. I'm not sharing that one (barely remember) it's like these things exist in a nether, and it's best to . . . let the knowledge fade unless you need it. It's too scary to dwell in that space.
anyway, gnome shell is working. It's not flighty and hanging up. And all it took was to remove the old packages of gnome that might conflict with it. And now I can continue with my review.
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