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And did he ever even get to that part about 'helmet safety' and that the guy in the photo wasn't wearing one?

Oh, no, yet another topic for the echo factory to pretend that people care about and repeat over and over.

 
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Be nice to yourself and others. What other choice?

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Dec 09, 2024
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Winter will soon be here!

A lot can happen in a year. I used to update these pages all the time. Maybe I could start doing that again?

Today was the day of setting the clocks forward.


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Winter 2024

I would go back to work if I had an offer.

No one who contacts me about work seems to provide any serious prospects, like they are just hazing me..

Avoiding discord

The realization that much of what you find on line is just bots messing with people and trying to train them to be ineffective at debate by making them revert to insults, putdowns, and sub-human behavior makes social media seem to be a wasteland. It is best to not participate in that.

All the rain could have been snow!
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Political and Media Inanity

by Truck-u-later

Truck-u-later

in this column Truck-u-later steps in deeper . . .

well most news was about the raid a few weeks ago, I read up on what I could find.

I read up on it but I didn't try to spend too much time dwelling on it.

I wrote some things. But I can only observe these things. I wish not to be seen as being one who understands what it going on in the world these days. I try to learn what happens and try less to 'splain about the peeps involved. That whole 'It's them!' finger pointing is bogus and discordant to an eccumenical and open hearth world view.

And those who seek to live within a meta where they rule the world as a cartoon avatar persona . . . and do their pyramid scheme money-thang and their virtuality as if it's real . . . They do as they will and I have no say over their futures. So why do they pretend to have a say over mine?

The answer is: that if they live within a meta, then their rules are for them there. Outside of that, in the real world, those of us who aren't crazy with self-entitled ideation, and wealth beyond measure that enables us to put the equipment on, and all of it's tethering and attachments and live within that matrix world . . . all of us who do not wish to join them in what seems to be a depraved cult of wish fulfillment cooupled with a magical point of view about the fate of peoples and persons . . . all of us who have not gone crazy like that . . . you can't really expect us to let you carry on and try to rule us from within your cage of technology?

video gaming morphed into 'meta world creation' because the games were too depraved that had the cool world layouts that people like. The puzzles one loves to solve, and the cool graphics that one wants to see were those times interspersed with simulated acting out of depraved behaviors, like having to kill all the other characters in the scene before one moves on to the next level.

So at some point you trained yourself to not do it, to click through the depravity as if it's not there, and maybe miss a creepy backstory. I gave up playing those kinds of games, and I still ike to watch old replays, but I fast forward through the gun fight parts, the ghouls who hound Lara Croft in the end levels of, say Tomb Raider aniversary are tiresome and almost designed to make the players hate this kind of depravity in a game, as if the writers are telling their funders ;Really, a kill anything that seems alive simulation? Like clones could never be born without a need to kill everything else in the proximity from where it emerged? Well, we all know what happend to the Lora Croft franchise, and most video games.

But the graphics can be compelling and fun, so people still get some enjoyment out of it.

And those who think that they can rule from within a meta? they have the persona of the villianous ancient ghoul who haunts Laura through out here travels. Watch a walk through of tomb Raider Aniversary. Feel free to fast forward through the psychopathic parts. But do listen to the banter and the dialog. Spoiler alert: Laura has a lot of soul searching to do.

Aug 29, 2022


Tell us
how
you really feel

蠱 work on what has been spoiled

sometimes you just need to remove kruft.

Politics never ends but sometimes it's better to remain mute. Mostly when there is nothing needing or wanting to be said.


but that is no one, that has
not hapened to anyone
you made it up.

thankfully true.

We move along. We keep doing for ourselves. We survive. We don't let the world define who and what we are, or how we feel, or what any of this really means.

And if they have bad humor, and will not forgive they will hate you then.


but at least in that
story they leave you 
alone after all of that

They dont' always leave you alone. It seems they still sometimes want to connect to try to draw that cray cray narrative out one more time. And you have to explain that, no, sorry, this is a bit. You caught me while I was writing a character, that's not me. I am using tht as a dialog in a paly that I'm having my character write inside of his narrative, he's writing his own play about a guy writing a play.

It's like he feeds on it, I get bothered that he lets me go on with it.

tell us how you really feel . . . . . . well . . . Truck-you-later!



I speak
but there is no one there.
I know that there is no one there.
I'm not really talking to myself
but I know that I'm not talking to anybody else.





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bunches of changes. More new things coming. I've got a new idea on how to proceed, and that idea is going to really bang it up around here! Imagine fluid edit pages where new content can be saved and catched by whim in an easy and intuitive way? Where edit and reedit isn't an arduous chore? And where the way back machine can give you are really good reasonable view of what 'used to be'. That is the dream. How soon it will all be here? These things tend to just suddenly appear, the work goes on unnoticed in the background.

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    I'd know
   to tackle that flaw
 like I could ever
      really go home?
  The cold banister.
    Yelling
   if you turn up the heat
 "We didnt do for having you
       my discontents what
   I get troubled by
   the things that are all
      about what I have to
       require"
 had the dementia
   already started?

 But at Christmas
 memories of the long ago
 sometimes are for letting go.
  The light of a fire.
 the sound of a ferry boat pulling into a dock.
  Christmas Guests arriving. 
 Which one of them is the Spinster?

  It's a scene of Church Street now
 The ghost of danger man is one of
       the Dickens Ghosts.
 it all goes really well 
   till he sees his widow
      with another . . .

      They have to cut that
       from the script
    the director's brother
  will get whipped.
    before you rush off
       spreading protest
    on your bike
 consider what the brother 
    might like.

  The writers
 gathered at the big blaze
    in the main lobby of the big lodge
 and drank their german beers
 until they were too drunk to care anymore.

How can you write a book about skiing
 if you don't want to ever have to ski?
 how can you pretend that you love her
     when you'd much rather be with alone with me?

 Those were the day dreams
   doodled into the edges of the book.
 They won't accept a spec skript to read it
 unless it is in their own specific format.

 The producer didn't care.
 Just spend all the money
 before the end of the fiscal cycle.

  "Don't you know anything?
     anything about budget? 
 About getting paid?
   If there is any money left at the end of the year,
         they won't give you as much
   the next time around."

 The writers,
     being writers, not
    accountants
  or managers,
 they didn't care.

  Smile-guile, the nickname he loved,
 he could ski hung-over, he'd
   just have to bring a wine skin filled with
      orange jouice and vodka,
 maybe some of his pill,
 some wine he can jug
  in the back seat of the rented giant van
     even though he felt embarrassed
   emerging from the van
    it wasn't that he was shattered,
         drunk and out of his mind
   but that the bus was not a limo
        the same kind of bus 
 that the waitstaff and cooks rode in
  daily to their jobs at the lodge lunch counters
      and restaurants.

  Yes, yes, a boondoggle.
spend all the money by Christmas Eve or
   there won't be anymore.
       Pray that he don't meet a Spinster for Christmas
 It won't be good for his image if he ends up married.
   What will they say in Demmi-doo, 
     and other places very far away
   when they hear that he's finally been smitten
  and in love with only fond things to say?

  Is Santa ploting with angels from the otherside,
 and ghosts of his holy ancesters
  to finally hook this guy up with his 
    one true love?
 
 That is the day dream he's having
  standing there watching the ice princess dance
 and all the parents. 
 says it into his little handheld sends it
 off to the group think tweet
  were all the rest of the collaborative team
         of writers can read it.

 How about another drink.

  Yes, he is a drunk 
 a dissapative
     sloppy dude and falling
 over railings so
    what kind of a girl
  can they find for him?
  another overwhelming drunk?
 The story line goes
   they fall in love togehter
and the get sober together.

 He tweets that out
      and he escapes then from the prying
   eyes of the boss whose
  a closet boss, he
  likes favors from the handsome guys but
      our drunk writer don't trade
 the some thing for something, and
 does not accept favors.

" But the tip is
   customary
 and if you refuse it
 it is a grand affront."

  But our coorespondant
    knew that was all a bunch of malarky.

  And now
    a musical aside where
 tastefully dressed people
        punk rock guitar trasher
 slash away teh bu_l_s_H band
 plays some classic, and yet free
   of all cpyright
    intangle, dangles
  in a very tasteful
         way that 
 respects the Spirit of Christmas
 and the holy wishes
    of the true parts of peoples' souls.

  Thinking like this, that
    this couldn't be the song
 that they would produce to play
    lonely guy at Christmas 
 taking a writers gig for pay,
    like a whore, he sees it that way.

 Oh the gorge!
  Oh, to go to the gorge!
 Oh to drive there too fast,
     careen against railings
  smashing my head on the window of the car
   crashing glass with a bash
   a stash of cash
 flying out the broken shattered opening
    no more wind shield at all.

  He shakes his head. That
    was just a memory of the long ago,
 some hard Christmas from his past.
 The old Nissan 
   was not repaired.

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just who reads, who writes these poems?
off a mountain road the poet roams
but only in a poem.

Realizing that the empty 
is empty
and not needing anything there.

just who shows up and for what?
I'm lonely or am alone or what does it matter?
driving off towards the nothing
walking along the nowhere path
up high
sure, it's a pretty view
but seen it, done it, jaded, back to the air port
he flew
his fantasy of happy vacation was through.


The deep snow.
The deep snow.
She doesn't know how deep. 
She didn't think about it. 
Depth of snow
no one know
in rills and hollows
where you shouldn't go
when the storm is fierce
and the night is cold
even you shouldn't be so bold.

poem is from 2012 
short story titled Blizzard Baby





The morning light is hued in cold awareness.
Warming in the sun the bunny explores the snow covered lawn.
The tracks melt by mid morning. 
Bunny doesn't know what the song means, anyway.




 This giant bubble that we call awareness?
  How could it have been formed?
  Seemingly hollow,
  it's filled up
  with you
  reading this
  and wondering
  where does this idle poet
  get his idle hours
  to spew out this bubble web
  of hollowness?
  


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Her tired morning
seems more like poetry
than anything you can
find on a blog.


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Fedora 40

After 40 different versions what can one say about it anymore? It's installed in all my systems, a day earlier. There are a few minor issues, but no show stoppers.

I did some stuff with lvm to resize a root area. That took a very long time. It's on a machine that maybe just should be retired . . .


April 22, 2024
12:02 PM

Fedora Core 38 beta

Ya, I decided to load Fedora Core 38 Beta about a month ago, and this machine kept shutting down . . . I think I finally fixed it. Tomorrow is the big release day for the Fedora Core 38. My production workstation is still running FC37. I don't know if I'll jump right on it right away. . .

my server is still resetting, or maybe I have it fixed. I decided to just remove plasma-desktop, as I don't use it. The journals were giving all kinds of errors with that, and I think that might have been the issue, conflicting with the gdm that I do use. Worst case I'd just go to runlevel 3 but, as I said in another column, I don't really even know if anyone views these pages anyway.

My production box would upgrade but the dnf says it would downgrade grum and associated tools, and that's never a good thing to do. I'm just not going to do it! anyway I'll check tomorrow when the offical release is and probably do it then. If I'm in the mood.

So now I've run every version of Fedora serving this website! that's a long time.


April 17, 2023 8:28 PM EST

here is from a year ago:

Fedora Core 36 beta

It took some time to figure out how to defeat the new screensaver built in, but I was able to. It's the biggest downside to the new Gnome.

I set the keybindings to something I don't use, and then put in a custom keybinding to use the old tool.

There are other minor things that annoy too, like the restoration of a deleted file that I always have to delete again on every FC core upgrade. The file is name camera-shutte.oga. It's in /usr/share/sounds/freedesktop/stereo

1:12 AM EST 9 April, 2022

At the precipice of coding.

a mountain trail often has a place with a great view and a perilous fall if you wonder just a bit too far to one side of the trail. It's called a precipice. It's not a scary place. It's a safe place that one passes through.

OK, so I've done an update to FC34.

the biggest issue was . . . . drum roll . . .a lock up of gnome.

and if i clicked on the activities button I would need to reload (log out log back in).

I was able to run stuff without that, and thus determined a list of files that might need to be removed. I did as full reinstall of gnome as such:

dnf reinstall gnome

then I did a

dnf list installed |grep fc33

which gave me a list of files to consider uninstalling.

from that I got the following:

first odd issue:

sudo was not at first working! I had to install it! I kept the configuration file so I have my preferences still set up.

dnf install sudo                                                                                                                                                                          dnf reinstall gnome-*                                                                                                                                                                       dnf reinstall kde*                                                                                                                                                                          dnf reinstall NetworkManager*                                                                                                                                                               dnf remove gnome-screensaver                                                                                                                                                               dnf remove gnome-shell-extension-desktop-icons-20.04.0-2.fc33.noarch                                                                                                                       dnf remove xorg-x11-xkb-extras-7.7-33.fc33.x86_64                                                                                                                                          dnf remove compat-openssl10-1:1.0.2o-11.fc33.x86_64                                                                                                                                        dnf remove mozjs60-60.9.0-7.fc33.x86_64

there are still some fc33 packages, (I also looked for fc32 packages, anything older that was gnome)

sudo dnf list installed |grep fc33
biber.noarch                                         2.14-4.fc33                            @fedora               
gamin.x86_64                                         0.1.10-37.fc33                         @fedora               
libgta.x86_64                                        1.0.9-5.fc33                           @fedora

if removing a package also removed large numbers of other packages, I left it. For each of the few that I did remove, I always would make sure by reading what would happen before agreeing to the transaction.

now the gnome-shell is working and it doesn't lock up. So which of the packages that I removed made the difference? I am not sure.

and so after just a few short hours of install, I've got my system working in away that seems normal.

the new gnome shell moves the icons to the bottom of the screen.

I find gnome-shell to be annoyingly poppy at times. I tend to do things rapidly, and all the popping can be nauseating.

It is helpful to learn how to use dnf. I've found that the reverse history stuff works as long as you haven't made too many changes. It's a dicey, though, to try and go back to an older revision but I did it ONCE. Next time it didn't work out so well. AT that point it was installing dnf and yum from rpms.

and I had success. It's the kind of thing that when you know how to do it . . .

but there was one other trick that I needed and it was a scary way to reset a password and I did discover how to do it. I'm not sharing that one (barely remember) it's like these things exist in a nether, and it's best to . . . let the knowledge fade unless you need it. It's too scary to dwell in that space.

anyway, gnome shell is working. It's not flighty and hanging up. And all it took was to remove the old packages of gnome that might conflict with it. And now I can continue with my review.


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Wake up!

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It's Autumn and soon to be Winter

Winter will soon be here!

Winter 2024

I would go back to work if I had an offer.

Avoiding discord

All the rain could have been snow! 2024!

Praise the Lord!

Praise the Lord

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In Wicked Need of an Edit

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Political and Media Inanity

Truck-u-later

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蠱 work on what has been spoiled

Christmas

Christmas

California

The deep snow.

Fedora 40

Fedora Core 38 beta

Fedora Core 36 beta