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how do I even know if anyone even sees these pages? I suppose that's why I stopped updating them
April 17, 2023 8:28 PM EST
And did he ever even get to that part about 'helmet safety' and that the guy in the photo wasn't wearing one?
Oh, no, yet another topic for the echo factory to pretend that people care about and repeat over and over.
this is a lot more fun than wading in through the chan spam.
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Springtime in Middlesex Country
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Be nice to yourself and others. What other choice?
Wake up!
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A lot can happen in a year. I used to update these pages all the time. Maybe I could start doing that again?
Today was the day of setting the clocks forward.
March 10, 2024 10:35 PM EST
No one who contacts me about work seems to provide any serious prospects, like they are just hazing me..
The realization that much of what you find on line is just bots messing with people and trying to train them to be ineffective at debate by making them revert to insults, putdowns, and sub-human behavior makes social media seem to be a wasteland. It is best to not participate in that.
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Seasons change month to month and sometimes we get back to what we left to the side.
well most news was about the raid a few weeks ago, I read up on what I could find.
I read up on it but I didn't try to spend too much time dwelling on it.
I wrote some things. But I can only observe these things. I wish not to be seen as being one who understands what it going on in the world these days. I try to learn what happens and try less to 'splain about the peeps involved. That whole 'It's them!' finger pointing is bogus and discordant to an eccumenical and open hearth world view.
And those who seek to live within a meta where they rule the world as a cartoon avatar persona . . . and do their pyramid scheme money-thang and their virtuality as if it's real . . . They do as they will and I have no say over their futures. So why do they pretend to have a say over mine?
The answer is: that if they live within a meta, then their rules are for them there. Outside of that, in the real world, those of us who aren't crazy with self-entitled ideation, and wealth beyond measure that enables us to put the equipment on, and all of it's tethering and attachments and live within that matrix world . . . all of us who do not wish to join them in what seems to be a depraved cult of wish fulfillment cooupled with a magical point of view about the fate of peoples and persons . . . all of us who have not gone crazy like that . . . you can't really expect us to let you carry on and try to rule us from within your cage of technology?
video gaming morphed into 'meta world creation' because the games were too depraved that had the cool world layouts that people like. The puzzles one loves to solve, and the cool graphics that one wants to see were those times interspersed with simulated acting out of depraved behaviors, like having to kill all the other characters in the scene before one moves on to the next level.
So at some point you trained yourself to not do it, to click through the depravity as if it's not there, and maybe miss a creepy backstory. I gave up playing those kinds of games, and I still ike to watch old replays, but I fast forward through the gun fight parts, the ghouls who hound Lara Croft in the end levels of, say Tomb Raider aniversary are tiresome and almost designed to make the players hate this kind of depravity in a game, as if the writers are telling their funders ;Really, a kill anything that seems alive simulation? Like clones could never be born without a need to kill everything else in the proximity from where it emerged? Well, we all know what happend to the Lora Croft franchise, and most video games.
But the graphics can be compelling and fun, so people still get some enjoyment out of it.
And those who think that they can rule from within a meta? they have the persona of the villianous ancient ghoul who haunts Laura through out here travels. Watch a walk through of tomb Raider Aniversary. Feel free to fast forward through the psychopathic parts. But do listen to the banter and the dialog. Spoiler alert: Laura has a lot of soul searching to do.
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sometimes you just need to remove kruft.
Politics never ends but sometimes it's better to remain mute. Mostly when there is nothing needing or wanting to be said.
but that is no one, that has not hapened to anyone you made it up. thankfully true.
We move along. We keep doing for ourselves. We survive. We don't let the world define who and what we are, or how we feel, or what any of this really means.
And if they have bad humor, and will not forgive they will hate you then.
but at least in that story they leave you alone after all of that
They dont' always leave you alone. It seems they still sometimes want to connect to try to draw that cray cray narrative out one more time. And you have to explain that, no, sorry, this is a bit. You caught me while I was writing a character, that's not me. I am using tht as a dialog in a paly that I'm having my character write inside of his narrative, he's writing his own play about a guy writing a play.
It's like he feeds on it, I get bothered that he lets me go on with it.
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you know it's a habit of media types to 'trash' other media types. They call each other 'frauds'. They say someone is a 'stenographer'. Which was kind of humorous in a perverse way and I understand the humor but I don't think it is funny, sad really, dehumanizing.
As much as I love Michael Hastings I was disappointed in him in that he was such a zealot which means that he tended to wordbomb foes. He even used the term 'sort-of enemies list', which to me was cute, in one sense, but juvenile in another.
Yes, the demonization of foes. That is what it is.
In the case of Glen Beck saying that Oprah is a 'fraud', at least it is qualified in one sense what he says. She is a fraud not in the sense of Bernie Maddof being a fraud, I suppose is what Glen is meaning. Because Oprah really does have the goods.
So what she wanted 'special access'? That doesn't mean she was going to go and ask for goodies. She certainly doesn't need them. So is she a fraud because she wanted to have the president's ear? If she bankrolled his campaign, and gave him support, doesn't the Chicago political system require (I am doing a cultural study) that she has some face time with the guy? So is she a fraud for wanting something for her money?
If she went up to him and started saying things like 'I'd like you to do such and so thing', does that make her a fraud? You don't get things done without being able to get help. People can't help you if you don't tell them what you want them, or need them, to do. Maybe Oprah was just going to ask Mr. O'president to do some good things. Like she could have had him do . . . something good.
I can't imagine what it is but I can imagine that it would be something wonderful and new and not tried before. It would be a maverick idea and it might possibly a very good one having come from Oprah.
Or . . . if she 'has the presiduck's ear' and she is telling him about things of foreign policy for the betterment of our world stature, is that selfish? If she has insight into issues and wants to be a trusted adviser, well we all like her. And we trust her sense of empathy. She certainly is able to feel the pain of others. So if she were going to have the 'ear' of the people in Washingtown, maybe she'd say something like "Gosh, can't you kick up the funding on Breast Cancer research." or "Day care for kids could be improved if we . . . " or "Here are some topics in the humanities and arts that would be a good thing to suggest for fourth grade curriculum" or other such topics of work-aday government, the kinds of things that all people can agree or disagree, and not make it a blood feud fight.
Or if she went in for advocacy. She could say whatever it is that needed to be said. She may have some projects that she feels benefit society greatly and she would like to have the president, or anyone, listen. So she thought she was buying access?
Did she think she was buying access? Probably not. Did she think she was doing the historic thing of supporting the first progressive part banker-child president with a very good tan who is sympathetic to the 'out' cast? Well Barry is the first . . . Banker grandchild president. Oh, maybe not. Here I am trashing Barry when I wanted to be trashing Glen.
I want to trash Glen because that is what he expects from me. He probably will never see this and he probably isn't going to care what I have to say. He tends to be absolutist, a lot like Oprah. He is like the Oprah of the Right. He started his own network. And now his rival, the Oprah network (which is for a different demographic) is being trashed by him. And he is doing it in a way that really just rankles me.
I like Glen. He's a true believer. And I admire how he tries to speak the truth.
But when I see him posed against a flag and acting like he's got the main-line to the truth, and that people like Oprah are 'hypocrites' for wanting to have the ear of the people she bankrolled . . .
What else did she expect. She must have felt like she had won too.
Oprah would have been a better choice for president. She is a little too important to put out their as a straw-dog candidate who will end up on the (metaphoric) burn-pile of History as being one of the worst presidents ever. He will be out there in the weeds of time, that antique thing that is curious when re-observed years later, a trinket from a future season of American Historical Pickers: tales from the political festerbogs of the long ago. This leader, if he goes even more rouge, and he continues in his scoffing-burghar ways (probably it isn't really him. He's just a figurehead, a titular leader and prompt-screen reader without any intellectual capacity to solve problems. He is an expert at reading lists of blame.
We have no evidence that this president, himself, has ever really felt any shame for his obvious failures. The Seal Team that blew up. The Health care mock-up beta that they put out there as a shame. The NSA brickwork in the dessert. The debacle of shutting down war monuments that don't need to be opened in the first place, that are like the Kingdom of God that descends from on-high with the gates permanently open, the promise of the coming age of peace and prosperity that the Christian Bible talks about.
Oprah, she is a capable woman. She really is at the helm of her empire. And it is hers. She runs it. She owns a lot of it. She treats her people well. She gives great potlatch. She is well-loved.
So what about the other O? He is well loved too. He gives a lot of things away but it isn't potlatch because it isn't his stuff that he gives away. He treats the people who work for him well. Except that he needlessly hassled many people during the government shutdown by closing things that normally don't need opening. Obama let his administration go on with petty tyrannical, control freak, 'do as I say, not as I do' behavior. They seemed to be a parody of bad governance, but they were really doing it! Putting up gates where there are no walls, at a place that has no need to ever be closed. All of this almost in view of the White House. What a bunch of tools.
Does the president own the country like Oprah owns her media conglomerate? No he does not. So the things he wants to give away are not his: the 'free' health care, that makes us all slaves to the state without privacy with all of our medical secrets given away to the highest bidders on the aftermarket that seems to be there; the secret audit lists, government for the agency, by the agency and of the agency. Such things do not survive long term scruteny. They do not sustain themselves. They get cast out of the garden of necessary government.
And so now Glen Beck has to come in and trash Oprah for being a hypocrite. He takes the word of some associate who might indeed think of the Quid pro Quo (something for something) payback that political support usually buys. But is this really the way the Oprah thinks? She might listen to people who think like this, let them give off the record interviews, but she doesn't have to take the advice given by these advisers.
And so now she'd like to call the president and suggest some things that might improve life here in America. And the president's people aren't letting her get through. After all she did for them. But is it her saying it? Or does it have to be underling of hers, or possibly it's just more misinformation. The 'media' isn't reliable anymore. The government and the political institutions don't give out good data. Reading the news is an exercise of weeding through the agenda that grows around every story like a Kudzu vine to try and ascertain the shape of the tree or building underneath, the real news.
So is it news that the Obumber administration won't take Oprah's calls? Yes it is. Is it OK for Glen to trash Oprah. OK because he can say and do what he wants. Does it help anything for Glen to trash Oprah? Probably isn't helping anything.
In a normal world Glen would have a line to Oprah and he'd call her himself on air and ask her a polite and direct question about what's up with the interview that says things that seem to paint Oprah differently than people expected. In a normal world there wouldn't be such a large firewall between the voices on the Left and the voices on the Right.
So, Oprah, Glen, make it a normal world. Bridge the gap. Stop the trashing.
In any case I doubt that Oprah will say or do anything that accuses Glen of being wrong, at least not in public. What she does in private? I can't know that. I hope that they at least talk to each other. Maybe she can call Glen directly? She doesn't need to donate to his campaigns in order to talk to him. I am sure if she calls Glen will take the call. And they can even do it off the record.
And Glen: don't trash too hard one of the saner people in the media. You might not like Oprah's politics but you know that you love her and most of her causes. She might seem ridiculous at times, being overly generous and with a wanderlust that seems silly. But she does embrace the spirit of giving. And she does give a lot of people hope. And she follows through.
Oh, I've made her into a saint. I shouldn't do that. Nor should I demonize her.
And as for Obama: maybe he just didn't know she was trying to call? He is surrounded by people who isolate him from reality and do not let him have an unfettered view of the world. They make decisions that I am sure he doesn't even know about.
Can this president be redeemed? If I am talking about his soul the answer is (of course) always 'yes'.
Can this presidency be redeemed? Only if the president wakes up and un-hypnotizes. Only if the president stops allowing ideological incompetence to rule the day. Only if the president suddenly acquires the sympathy and empathetic nature of, say, Oprah or Glen. Only if he became their humanistic pupil. Only if he could embrace and fulfill the things that Oprah and Glen could agree on, and implement those things and not the things that he is compelled to implement (his fantasy about taking over the health-care industry, really just a sociological wreaking-ball).
Yes, this president is an agenda parrot, fully puppetized to the point that he talks about things that he should be in control of, like the national spy agencies, as if he has nothing to do with it. Meanwhile there may be people around him illegally accessing the databases that are supposed to be for the security of the public and using them to create enemies lists. That narrative will continue until the barbarians who make enemies lists are held to account. That narrative will continue until the hench-o-crats who use such lists to harass political opponents are brought to justice.
So, Glen, Oprah, are there things that you can agree on about that? Isn't it time to create a coalition to promote security agency auditing? Doesn't this necessary facility of government, to stop creeps from creeping their creepiness, ie: spy agencies, doesn't this necessary facility have a requisite level of auditing for oversight to keep in check those who might misuse the system? Can't you people come together and work in union of the issues of importance that you can agree on? Or are you afraid of the list makers too?
oct 23, 2013
According to Laura Ingram, who I trust to monitor the leftist media, even some of the more liberal pundits are skewering administration Secretary of Health and Human Services Sebelius. According to Ms. Ingram, Andrew Sullivan 'lacerates' Sebelius and says "she failed" and asks "And when will she be fired."
wow
Read Laura's Column here.
Full moon over the Lamoille Delta, at the Rt 2 Causeway. I vote a spot near here for a Journalist's Memorial.
Oct 3, 2013
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Was it really you, Danger man in your beautiful suit on Church Street that night with the full moon looking right at me. smiling, I could see you studying me you looked so out of place a fashion beast looking for release I thought Oh, don't judge that young guy for thinking he needs to dress up he must work for the media write stories, read the news, comment on things for a fee. Danger Man are you Danger Angel now? I'm still not convinced that you really got on that ferry. RIP MH
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I know how to make pages and content, I do not know how to make money on these pages. I need to learn about marketing!
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The light of the moon The sound of hte sea The scent of the rain The factory Do you remember when you said you love me true? Because I still do. And I'm still in love you. Do you remmeber you said you'd be true? what am I to do? I'm still so in love with you. The light of the moon. The guys in their trucks. Sudden snow fall and the trucks get stuck. And there's a sound from the other side of the wall It was building all Fall And the scent of the wind. Do you remember what we used to do? We used to go there too. I'm still way in love with you. And then when the night came it was time for the dancing and the sound of the band inside of the factory on the shipping floor ball room dancing by the giant door and the guy's new trucks their wives and their kids and the folks from upstairs dressed all in their finery in the Fall. So do you remember when you said you love me true? Because I still do I'm still so in love with you.
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The deep snow. She doesn't know how deep. She didn't think about it. Depth of snow no one know in rills and hollows where you shouldn't go when the storm is fierce and the night is cold even you shouldn't be so bold. poem is from 2012 short story titled Blizzard Baby The morning light is hued in cold awareness. Warming in the sun the bunny explores the snow covered lawn. The tracks melt by mid morning. Bunny doesn't know what the song means, anyway. This giant bubble that we call awareness? How could it have been formed? Seemingly hollow, it's filled up with you reading this and wondering where does this idle poet get his idle hours to spew out this bubble web of hollowness? 🚦 🚧 🚨 🚩 🚪 🚫 🚬 🚭 🚮 🚯 🚰 🚱 🚲 🌛 🌑 🌒 🌓 🌔 🌕 🌖 🌗 🌘 🌙 🌚 🌛 🌜 🌝. 🚤 🚥 sometimes there is beauty within the fragments . . . 🌜🌜🌜🌝🌛🌛🌛 Sprongg . . . onng . . . ongg ga Her tired morning seems more like poetry than anything you can find on a blog. Bark Bark. Bark Bark. Tree Bark Bark. Bark Bark. Dog 🌑 🌒 🌓 🌔 🌕 🌖 🌗 🌘 🌙 🌚 🌛 🌜 🌝. 🚤 🚥 Woof and woe🌝 🌑 🌒 🌓 🌔 🌕 🌖 🌗 🌘 🌙 🌚 🌛 🌜 🌝. 🚤 🚥 Space Ship snowman floats off towards Billy Perilli, writer of all of the things on this blog. 🌜🌜🌜🌝🌛🌛🌛
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After 40 different versions what can one say about it anymore? It's installed in all my systems, a day earlier. There are a few minor issues, but no show stoppers.
I did some stuff with lvm to resize a root area. That took a very long time. It's on a machine that maybe just should be retired . . .
April 22, 2024 12:02 PM
Ya, I decided to load Fedora Core 38 Beta about a month ago, and this machine kept shutting down . . . I think I finally fixed it. Tomorrow is the big release day for the Fedora Core 38. My production workstation is still running FC37. I don't know if I'll jump right on it right away. . .
my server is still resetting, or maybe I have it fixed. I decided to just remove plasma-desktop, as I don't use it. The journals were giving all kinds of errors with that, and I think that might have been the issue, conflicting with the gdm that I do use. Worst case I'd just go to runlevel 3 but, as I said in another column, I don't really even know if anyone views these pages anyway.
My production box would upgrade but the dnf says it would downgrade grum and associated tools, and that's never a good thing to do. I'm just not going to do it! anyway I'll check tomorrow when the offical release is and probably do it then. If I'm in the mood.
So now I've run every version of Fedora serving this website! that's a long time.
April 17, 2023 8:28 PM ESThere is from a year ago:
It took some time to figure out how to defeat the new screensaver built in, but I was able to. It's the biggest downside to the new Gnome.
I set the keybindings to something I don't use, and then put in a custom keybinding to use the old tool.
There are other minor things that annoy too, like the restoration of a deleted file that I always have to delete again on every FC core upgrade. The file is name camera-shutte.oga. It's in /usr/share/sounds/freedesktop/stereo
1:12 AM EST 9 April, 2022
At the precipice of coding.
a mountain trail often has a place with a great view and a perilous fall if you wonder just a bit too far to one side of the trail. It's called a precipice. It's not a scary place. It's a safe place that one passes through.
OK, so I've done an update to FC34.
the biggest issue was . . . . drum roll . . .a lock up of gnome.
and if i clicked on the activities button I would need to reload (log out log back in).
I was able to run stuff without that, and thus determined a list of files that might need to be removed. I did as full reinstall of gnome as such:
dnf reinstall gnome
then I did a
dnf list installed |grep fc33
which gave me a list of files to consider uninstalling.
from that I got the following:
first odd issue:
sudo was not at first working! I had to install it! I kept the configuration file so I have my preferences still set up.
dnf install sudo dnf reinstall gnome-* dnf reinstall kde* dnf reinstall NetworkManager* dnf remove gnome-screensaver dnf remove gnome-shell-extension-desktop-icons-20.04.0-2.fc33.noarch dnf remove xorg-x11-xkb-extras-7.7-33.fc33.x86_64 dnf remove compat-openssl10-1:1.0.2o-11.fc33.x86_64 dnf remove mozjs60-60.9.0-7.fc33.x86_64
there are still some fc33 packages, (I also looked for fc32 packages, anything older that was gnome)
sudo dnf list installed |grep fc33 biber.noarch 2.14-4.fc33 @fedora gamin.x86_64 0.1.10-37.fc33 @fedora libgta.x86_64 1.0.9-5.fc33 @fedora
if removing a package also removed large numbers of other packages, I left it. For each of the few that I did remove, I always would make sure by reading what would happen before agreeing to the transaction.
now the gnome-shell is working and it doesn't lock up. So which of the packages that I removed made the difference? I am not sure.
and so after just a few short hours of install, I've got my system working in away that seems normal.
the new gnome shell moves the icons to the bottom of the screen.
I find gnome-shell to be annoyingly poppy at times. I tend to do things rapidly, and all the popping can be nauseating.
It is helpful to learn how to use dnf. I've found that the reverse history stuff works as long as you haven't made too many changes. It's a dicey, though, to try and go back to an older revision but I did it ONCE. Next time it didn't work out so well. AT that point it was installing dnf and yum from rpms.
and I had success. It's the kind of thing that when you know how to do it . . .
but there was one other trick that I needed and it was a scary way to reset a password and I did discover how to do it. I'm not sharing that one (barely remember) it's like these things exist in a nether, and it's best to . . . let the knowledge fade unless you need it. It's too scary to dwell in that space.
anyway, gnome shell is working. It's not flighty and hanging up. And all it took was to remove the old packages of gnome that might conflict with it. And now I can continue with my review.
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