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how do I even know if anyone even sees these pages? I suppose that's why I stopped updating them
April 17, 2023 8:28 PM EST
And did he ever even get to that part about 'helmet safety' and that the guy in the photo wasn't wearing one?
Oh, no, yet another topic for the echo factory to pretend that people care about and repeat over and over.
this is a lot more fun than wading in through the chan spam.
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Here is today's pretty poem:
Springtime in Middlesex Country
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Be nice to yourself and others. What other choice?
Wake up!
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Dec 09, 2024 5:44 PM EST
A lot can happen in a year. I used to update these pages all the time. Maybe I could start doing that again?
Today was the day of setting the clocks forward.
March 10, 2024 10:35 PM EST
No one who contacts me about work seems to provide any serious prospects, like they are just hazing me..
The realization that much of what you find on line is just bots messing with people and trying to train them to be ineffective at debate by making them revert to insults, putdowns, and sub-human behavior makes social media seem to be a wasteland. It is best to not participate in that.
All the rain could have been snow! 2024!
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Seasons change month to month and sometimes we get back to what we left to the side.
well most news was about the raid a few weeks ago, I read up on what I could find.
I read up on it but I didn't try to spend too much time dwelling on it.
I wrote some things. But I can only observe these things. I wish not to be seen as being one who understands what it going on in the world these days. I try to learn what happens and try less to 'splain about the peeps involved. That whole 'It's them!' finger pointing is bogus and discordant to an eccumenical and open hearth world view.
And those who seek to live within a meta where they rule the world as a cartoon avatar persona . . . and do their pyramid scheme money-thang and their virtuality as if it's real . . . They do as they will and I have no say over their futures. So why do they pretend to have a say over mine?
The answer is: that if they live within a meta, then their rules are for them there. Outside of that, in the real world, those of us who aren't crazy with self-entitled ideation, and wealth beyond measure that enables us to put the equipment on, and all of it's tethering and attachments and live within that matrix world . . . all of us who do not wish to join them in what seems to be a depraved cult of wish fulfillment cooupled with a magical point of view about the fate of peoples and persons . . . all of us who have not gone crazy like that . . . you can't really expect us to let you carry on and try to rule us from within your cage of technology?
video gaming morphed into 'meta world creation' because the games were too depraved that had the cool world layouts that people like. The puzzles one loves to solve, and the cool graphics that one wants to see were those times interspersed with simulated acting out of depraved behaviors, like having to kill all the other characters in the scene before one moves on to the next level.
So at some point you trained yourself to not do it, to click through the depravity as if it's not there, and maybe miss a creepy backstory. I gave up playing those kinds of games, and I still ike to watch old replays, but I fast forward through the gun fight parts, the ghouls who hound Lara Croft in the end levels of, say Tomb Raider aniversary are tiresome and almost designed to make the players hate this kind of depravity in a game, as if the writers are telling their funders ;Really, a kill anything that seems alive simulation? Like clones could never be born without a need to kill everything else in the proximity from where it emerged? Well, we all know what happend to the Lora Croft franchise, and most video games.
But the graphics can be compelling and fun, so people still get some enjoyment out of it.
And those who think that they can rule from within a meta? they have the persona of the villianous ancient ghoul who haunts Laura through out here travels. Watch a walk through of tomb Raider Aniversary. Feel free to fast forward through the psychopathic parts. But do listen to the banter and the dialog. Spoiler alert: Laura has a lot of soul searching to do.
Aug 29, 2022 Tell us how you really feel
sometimes you just need to remove kruft.
Politics never ends but sometimes it's better to remain mute. Mostly when there is nothing needing or wanting to be said.
but that is no one, that has not hapened to anyone you made it up. thankfully true.
We move along. We keep doing for ourselves. We survive. We don't let the world define who and what we are, or how we feel, or what any of this really means.
And if they have bad humor, and will not forgive they will hate you then.
but at least in that story they leave you alone after all of that
They dont' always leave you alone. It seems they still sometimes want to connect to try to draw that cray cray narrative out one more time. And you have to explain that, no, sorry, this is a bit. You caught me while I was writing a character, that's not me. I am using tht as a dialog in a paly that I'm having my character write inside of his narrative, he's writing his own play about a guy writing a play.
It's like he feeds on it, I get bothered that he lets me go on with it.
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Sweet Caroline
When I was a kid, Summers, back in Vermont, there would be times spent waiting to go where ever it was that we were being hauled off to. In the old station wagon we would have the AM radio that would blast pretty loudly for the small space. And if you cranked up one of those old AM radios all the way it would distort the sound in the most wonderful manner to augment the awesome rock and roll pop music. "Sweet Caroline" was one of the songs that would rock my 3rd grade world. My earliest memories of it are my sister chasing my brother around and singing the lyrics to it: "Sweet Caroline", with her hands grasping towards my brother has she chased him:
"reaching out. . . . touching you . . . touching me . . . " etc,
my brother, a couple of years older than my sister would flee to avoid her. Her behavior annoyed him. All in all it was to her innocent affection but almost physical harrasment to him, all that 'reaching out, touching you . . ' stuff.
I remember her chasing him around my grandmother's yard a few times. That would have been while we were waiting to roll out from there. My Grammie used to live on Williston Road in Vermont, a main drag, Rt 2 that goes all the way to Washington State if you follow it through Canada. We may have been waiting for my parents, or my father to wake from his nap which he would always take just before a long drive. We were probably anxious to get on to where ever the next place would be. Dad was always trying to catch up on his snoozes. After 'us kids' had filled up the five gallon jugs from grandmas hose with potable water, it would be time for us to go. And so now can't we be off to somewhere else?
"Reaching out . . . touching you . . . touching me . . . sweet Caroline! Dunt da da. Good times never felt so good. . . "
Back then, as an eight year old, I used to love the Red Sox (still do). And Neil too. My dad was an even bigger fan of Neil. Now my dad is in the ward where he doesn't remember moment to moment. He knows nothing about what happened this week in Boston. And if you told it to him he wouldn't remember. But I told him "We got the bastard!" He didn't know what to make of that. It didn't make him sad. So that is what I told him because, even as a patient in an Alzheimer's ward, he must have gotten a sense how how addled people were this week. I'd like to think that he is still in tune like that. He often surprises us with illuminated observations. His comments often cut deep to truths that were always never uttered before when he had the filters on. Now he will say things that he never would have said when he was better able to remember.
One of the things that dad still does is listen to Neil Diamond music. He doesn't know how to put it on himself anymore, but he loves to have it playing. Sometimes at the meetings there is entertainment. Neil Diamond songs always get covered by the talent that entertains these seniors.
Dad had the 'Stones' album, one of Neil's classics. He would play it repeatedly, almost every night, after getting home from work. I found myself, on my long romps through our semi-meadowed forests, singing Neil Diamond songs "I am, I said . . . I am I cried . . . " yes, Neil was a big part of our listening experience. And dad had all of Neil Diamond's records. So now Neil is still singing and dad isn't really able to hear it very well. I thank you, Mr. Diamond for understanding that the genius of music is keeping it real. You came to Boston to help us heal. We will always associate your music with the sense of joyous enlightenment: the exuberance of passionate affection between innocent friends with no guile. Sweet Caroline. It can be any one named Caroline in one sense, when you only hear the words. Or if you don't speak English and can't understand the words at all you can understand the tempo and the passion of Mr. Diamond's vocalizations. All in all Mr. Diamond, as a composer of modern songs is one of the greats. We thank him for this and for giving us another thing on which to associate human joy: the wonderful and heartfelt songs of his composition.
Geesh, I've flown far and away today, haven't I?
I always check for the movies that are out there. I rarely go anymore. Why? Well, the modern selection of American movies is mostly rehash of rehash with very little that is more than just knee jerk literary movie cleche. Oh, if I don't see them than how can I really say what these new movies are? Fair point.
There ought to be a reason to go. If nothing makes me think I want to see a movie then I don't just go to any random movie just because I am bored. A movie has to draw me to it. The people who make the movie have to convince me, in some way, that this is a movie that I will like and that will be worth-it to see. If the movie is not worth-it, why, then I don't even wait for the DVD. I just ignore it, like it never existed.
We are living in a age of dark cinema. The stuff that is put out is usually done for politcal and/or monatary reasons without any concern for poetic and hte human growth of soul that all of us art-folks like to delude is the point of what we do. We want our stuff to not be about stuff things, either food or whatever, for the purient effect of temporary feelings. We would like to drop a pearl into the irridescent thoughts of our compatriots, and contemporaries and make the world glad with the joy of loving the truth. What movies are doing that now? I want to know the titles of them and I will try to read up on those movies and possibly see them.
I could be dooing other things, making grand sequencers for the world to say : oh, lookiee here, in this age of ullullelation, here is more ullullating tatter shutters, a flitter flattering on this here telescreen.
OK, so I could have, and I did. I have a slew of demos on my demo page. Please find the link. Also here is a pretty good one that I kind of like that I made yesterday:
Am I repeating myself?
Am I repeating myself?
" . . . . OH, on an on he goes and off into the inane, (muttering) talking about himsells in the thirst purses, my garments . . ."
Next is a link to the 'Love Solves everything, so simple.' page:
There will be new baseball coins next year with a concave/convex (depending which way you turn it) design. There is an awesome silver piece out of Israel, mid 1960's. That coin has an exceptional concave mirroring effect on it. It's a big chunk of silver, a very beautiful coin. The Israeli coin was obviously designed by a master sculpture. Such a coin is also a fine piece of art. As a person who enjoys fine sculpture I grabbed onto that coin when I first saw it and didn't put it down. I said 'why, this is exactly that kind of piece of modern thing that, while seemingly common is, in fact, quite rare. It's exceptional beauty is the reason for noting that it is rare. That piece, unique no, but of limited mintage, is a thick hunk of silver as well as being a fine piece of modern sculpture. So I bought that small thing for the price of the silver in it. A small markup from that.
If you are really a 'collector' there is a point where you must be come a 'seller' or else you just become a 'horder'. Perhaps you can be sane about your acquisitions and stop when you have enough of something. I get lost into the idea of things to the point of wanting a visual display of it, and for the purposes of layout and design, I attach my thoughts to various design ideas. Sometimes things are accidentally available to allow for a 'new thing' that isn't chincey quite yet (like my fling with Apple Dapplery, Apple Dappery back in February, find links at the demo page.) In the case of stamps, coins, covers, advertisements, old photographs, there is a lot of things that one can rip out of them, pilfer it all in a sense for the new. For example I can imagine in my mind how the coin 'ought' to look. I see a young man, very muscular. He is in full swing. You can't tell his skin color, ethnicity, anything like that. What you can tell is that he is a big bull of a guy and he is just about to knock that ball out of the park for a home run. Is the scene before he swings or after? I suppose one could add in the comic-frame trick of having lines that represent the motion of something. To the side of that will be the fencing behind him as a fringe at one part. There is the first base line, becaus we are looking down it. There is the pitcher's mound. That is where the ball came from. Yet another very handsome muscular guy (because of his stocking and fully muscular, almost unionist propaganda art deco style muscle guy, a real mans-man, ladie's man, dapper fellow but . . . obscured from view by his garmets. He is the pitcher. His mitt is in full view, a comic book quality mitt. In the distance we see a school yard, maybe a jungle gym. There are giant maple trees there along the fringe, hills in the distance, a river perhaps, or a walkway, a street for the people who are going to the game. a flock of birds. At the upper fringe we have the leaf work: the nearby trees. There are birds flying through.
I also picture an American flag. I think that the wind direction indicated by that flag must be important to the story of the picture. Maybe there ought to be multiple flags, each of them with a slightly different direction indicating cyclonic activity and changable weather. Perhaps there is a bird that is nosing around the catchers mound. Is the catcher in view or just his glove? How much of the baseline do we see? We see a bleachers, an old stone wall, maybe there are some sugar-maple taps with buckets on the nearby trees (along part of the fringe.)
Maybe there is a special quality to the wood of the bat? Maybe the ball is an historic ball made at an historic factory? Maybe there is already a runner on first. We would also be able to see the firstbaseman and the crowd as they sit in the bleachers. It would be a schoolyard game, there will boys standing nearby in a dugout. Maybe there is a police man there, too, watching the game, like a Norman Rockwell painting. Perhaps we can see a score board.
Perhaps amoung the buildings visible there is one modeled after the first baseball factory which is down on Marion Street in Natick (I think so). But including that might violate the rulls of the contest.
January 27th, 2013
some day Dale is like a Rockstar You play your guitar like a rock star Rock star. I saw you zooming through Ashland in your beautiful lime-green car. lime-green Muscle Car. Dancing and a singing on a star with the crunch metal band cranked-up. Crank it up. I saw you at your job at the deli and all the people kept it silent that joy you just splashed out at them "Can I help you? how can I, of course, help you" rocking on. Cutting that track tracking that cut cocking your head and lifting your eye brow and then the other with a sudden look of constant interest in everyone, everyone loving everyone The back window moves with the beat of the song Dale pulls out from the light zooming away into the night. "Hall-all-lluu"
I'm working on it in my mind, thinking about how to make the music play and the strings to twang along.
Praise the Lord for his unfailing love.
Praise the Lord just because you love Him!
Praise the Lord!
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Rockstar you rock our worlds like a Rockstar. Beat beat beat beat beat beat beat Rockstar cocking his head with the beat as he zooms off along the electric street.
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The deep snow. She doesn't know how deep. She didn't think about it. Depth of snow no one know in rills and hollows where you shouldn't go when the storm is fierce and the night is cold even you shouldn't be so bold. poem is from 2012 short story titled Blizzard Baby The morning light is hued in cold awareness. Warming in the sun the bunny explores the snow covered lawn. The tracks melt by mid morning. Bunny doesn't know what the song means, anyway. This giant bubble that we call awareness? How could it have been formed? Seemingly hollow, it's filled up with you reading this and wondering where does this idle poet get his idle hours to spew out this bubble web of hollowness? 🚦 🚧 🚨 🚩 🚪 🚫 🚬 🚭 🚮 🚯 🚰 🚱 🚲 🌛 🌑 🌒 🌓 🌔 🌕 🌖 🌗 🌘 🌙 🌚 🌛 🌜 🌝. 🚤 🚥 sometimes there is beauty within the fragments . . . 🌜🌜🌜🌝🌛🌛🌛 Sprongg . . . onng . . . ongg ga Her tired morning seems more like poetry than anything you can find on a blog. Bark Bark. Bark Bark. Tree Bark Bark. Bark Bark. Dog 🌑 🌒 🌓 🌔 🌕 🌖 🌗 🌘 🌙 🌚 🌛 🌜 🌝. 🚤 🚥 Woof and woe🌝 🌑 🌒 🌓 🌔 🌕 🌖 🌗 🌘 🌙 🌚 🌛 🌜 🌝. 🚤 🚥 Space Ship snowman floats off towards Billy Perilli, writer of all of the things on this blog. 🌜🌜🌜🌝🌛🌛🌛
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After 40 different versions what can one say about it anymore? It's installed in all my systems, a day earlier. There are a few minor issues, but no show stoppers.
I did some stuff with lvm to resize a root area. That took a very long time. It's on a machine that maybe just should be retired . . .
April 22, 2024 12:02 PM
Ya, I decided to load Fedora Core 38 Beta about a month ago, and this machine kept shutting down . . . I think I finally fixed it. Tomorrow is the big release day for the Fedora Core 38. My production workstation is still running FC37. I don't know if I'll jump right on it right away. . .
my server is still resetting, or maybe I have it fixed. I decided to just remove plasma-desktop, as I don't use it. The journals were giving all kinds of errors with that, and I think that might have been the issue, conflicting with the gdm that I do use. Worst case I'd just go to runlevel 3 but, as I said in another column, I don't really even know if anyone views these pages anyway.
My production box would upgrade but the dnf says it would downgrade grum and associated tools, and that's never a good thing to do. I'm just not going to do it! anyway I'll check tomorrow when the offical release is and probably do it then. If I'm in the mood.
So now I've run every version of Fedora serving this website! that's a long time.
April 17, 2023 8:28 PM ESThere is from a year ago:
It took some time to figure out how to defeat the new screensaver built in, but I was able to. It's the biggest downside to the new Gnome.
I set the keybindings to something I don't use, and then put in a custom keybinding to use the old tool.
There are other minor things that annoy too, like the restoration of a deleted file that I always have to delete again on every FC core upgrade. The file is name camera-shutte.oga. It's in /usr/share/sounds/freedesktop/stereo
1:12 AM EST 9 April, 2022
At the precipice of coding.
a mountain trail often has a place with a great view and a perilous fall if you wonder just a bit too far to one side of the trail. It's called a precipice. It's not a scary place. It's a safe place that one passes through.
OK, so I've done an update to FC34.
the biggest issue was . . . . drum roll . . .a lock up of gnome.
and if i clicked on the activities button I would need to reload (log out log back in).
I was able to run stuff without that, and thus determined a list of files that might need to be removed. I did as full reinstall of gnome as such:
dnf reinstall gnome
then I did a
dnf list installed |grep fc33
which gave me a list of files to consider uninstalling.
from that I got the following:
first odd issue:
sudo was not at first working! I had to install it! I kept the configuration file so I have my preferences still set up.
dnf install sudo dnf reinstall gnome-* dnf reinstall kde* dnf reinstall NetworkManager* dnf remove gnome-screensaver dnf remove gnome-shell-extension-desktop-icons-20.04.0-2.fc33.noarch dnf remove xorg-x11-xkb-extras-7.7-33.fc33.x86_64 dnf remove compat-openssl10-1:1.0.2o-11.fc33.x86_64 dnf remove mozjs60-60.9.0-7.fc33.x86_64
there are still some fc33 packages, (I also looked for fc32 packages, anything older that was gnome)
sudo dnf list installed |grep fc33 biber.noarch 2.14-4.fc33 @fedora gamin.x86_64 0.1.10-37.fc33 @fedora libgta.x86_64 1.0.9-5.fc33 @fedora
if removing a package also removed large numbers of other packages, I left it. For each of the few that I did remove, I always would make sure by reading what would happen before agreeing to the transaction.
now the gnome-shell is working and it doesn't lock up. So which of the packages that I removed made the difference? I am not sure.
and so after just a few short hours of install, I've got my system working in away that seems normal.
the new gnome shell moves the icons to the bottom of the screen.
I find gnome-shell to be annoyingly poppy at times. I tend to do things rapidly, and all the popping can be nauseating.
It is helpful to learn how to use dnf. I've found that the reverse history stuff works as long as you haven't made too many changes. It's a dicey, though, to try and go back to an older revision but I did it ONCE. Next time it didn't work out so well. AT that point it was installing dnf and yum from rpms.
and I had success. It's the kind of thing that when you know how to do it . . .
but there was one other trick that I needed and it was a scary way to reset a password and I did discover how to do it. I'm not sharing that one (barely remember) it's like these things exist in a nether, and it's best to . . . let the knowledge fade unless you need it. It's too scary to dwell in that space.
anyway, gnome shell is working. It's not flighty and hanging up. And all it took was to remove the old packages of gnome that might conflict with it. And now I can continue with my review.
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