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how do I even know if anyone even sees these pages? I suppose that's why I stopped updating them
April 17, 2023 8:28 PM EST
And did he ever even get to that part about 'helmet safety' and that the guy in the photo wasn't wearing one?
Oh, no, yet another topic for the echo factory to pretend that people care about and repeat over and over.
this is a lot more fun than wading in through the chan spam.
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Springtime in Middlesex Country
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Be nice to yourself and others. What other choice?
Wake up!
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A lot can happen in a year. I used to update these pages all the time. Maybe I could start doing that again?
Today was the day of setting the clocks forward.
March 10, 2024 10:35 PM EST
No one who contacts me about work seems to provide any serious prospects, like they are just hazing me..
The realization that much of what you find on line is just bots messing with people and trying to train them to be ineffective at debate by making them revert to insults, putdowns, and sub-human behavior makes social media seem to be a wasteland. It is best to not participate in that.
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Seasons change month to month and sometimes we get back to what we left to the side.
well most news was about the raid a few weeks ago, I read up on what I could find.
I read up on it but I didn't try to spend too much time dwelling on it.
I wrote some things. But I can only observe these things. I wish not to be seen as being one who understands what it going on in the world these days. I try to learn what happens and try less to 'splain about the peeps involved. That whole 'It's them!' finger pointing is bogus and discordant to an eccumenical and open hearth world view.
And those who seek to live within a meta where they rule the world as a cartoon avatar persona . . . and do their pyramid scheme money-thang and their virtuality as if it's real . . . They do as they will and I have no say over their futures. So why do they pretend to have a say over mine?
The answer is: that if they live within a meta, then their rules are for them there. Outside of that, in the real world, those of us who aren't crazy with self-entitled ideation, and wealth beyond measure that enables us to put the equipment on, and all of it's tethering and attachments and live within that matrix world . . . all of us who do not wish to join them in what seems to be a depraved cult of wish fulfillment cooupled with a magical point of view about the fate of peoples and persons . . . all of us who have not gone crazy like that . . . you can't really expect us to let you carry on and try to rule us from within your cage of technology?
video gaming morphed into 'meta world creation' because the games were too depraved that had the cool world layouts that people like. The puzzles one loves to solve, and the cool graphics that one wants to see were those times interspersed with simulated acting out of depraved behaviors, like having to kill all the other characters in the scene before one moves on to the next level.
So at some point you trained yourself to not do it, to click through the depravity as if it's not there, and maybe miss a creepy backstory. I gave up playing those kinds of games, and I still ike to watch old replays, but I fast forward through the gun fight parts, the ghouls who hound Lara Croft in the end levels of, say Tomb Raider aniversary are tiresome and almost designed to make the players hate this kind of depravity in a game, as if the writers are telling their funders ;Really, a kill anything that seems alive simulation? Like clones could never be born without a need to kill everything else in the proximity from where it emerged? Well, we all know what happend to the Lora Croft franchise, and most video games.
But the graphics can be compelling and fun, so people still get some enjoyment out of it.
And those who think that they can rule from within a meta? they have the persona of the villianous ancient ghoul who haunts Laura through out here travels. Watch a walk through of tomb Raider Aniversary. Feel free to fast forward through the psychopathic parts. But do listen to the banter and the dialog. Spoiler alert: Laura has a lot of soul searching to do.
Aug 29, 2022 Tell us how you really feel
sometimes you just need to remove kruft.
Politics never ends but sometimes it's better to remain mute. Mostly when there is nothing needing or wanting to be said.
but that is no one, that has not hapened to anyone you made it up. thankfully true.
We move along. We keep doing for ourselves. We survive. We don't let the world define who and what we are, or how we feel, or what any of this really means.
And if they have bad humor, and will not forgive they will hate you then.
but at least in that story they leave you alone after all of that
They dont' always leave you alone. It seems they still sometimes want to connect to try to draw that cray cray narrative out one more time. And you have to explain that, no, sorry, this is a bit. You caught me while I was writing a character, that's not me. I am using tht as a dialog in a paly that I'm having my character write inside of his narrative, he's writing his own play about a guy writing a play.
It's like he feeds on it, I get bothered that he lets me go on with it.
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well, little else now.
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The urge for conspiracy: there seems to be a need that many have to believe simplistic explanations which explain events in terms of various easily, and yet very broadly defined groups, based upon words of aggregation that express some form of belief system, membership into some exclusive group, or other nebulous organizational mishmash. If it isn't all made up it will be said to be, if anyone ever claims that it is anything more than an old story designed to root out the conspiracy minded, because those so minded will believe nonsense and made-up fables. That is what will be said, how it will be denied if, in fact, it were real.
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You got you playing your electric guitar. and soon you'll be a great big. star. don't let it go to your head cause it's soon that you might be dead if you don't stop taking things too far. how much of too much is enough? what's the reason for an endless stream of stuff? It's one thing when it makes you feel. something else, you had to beg or steal. you make mistakes, you make amends you thank your fan for the love she sends. you reassure jealous boyfriends. "No, sir, that's not my deal. I might have been a theif, but it's wasn't love I'd steal." You did what you did to survive through tough times. now you make your money spinning out your rhymes. how much of too much is enough? how much too much there are things to share but not your brush how much too much there are things to share but not your brush how much? too much! There are things to share like a gentle touch. how much just enough there is joyous love and there is stupid stuff. how much just enough she likes his face when his beard is rough. How much? Too much! He took too much now off they rush! and his fate hangs scared in a highway crush. They blocked the highway in protest rage so they had to cut loose and backroad through the sage to the ER, which is always too far when you've got a OD'd rock star slumpped over in the back seat of the car.
Constant edit! Often not even to publish because it would need too much editing.
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When He thought again of Turquoise When he thought again of Turquoise he realized that it had always been around him. Chuck's button's on his vanity suit. small decorative buttons on the sides of the boot. which was surrounded by turqouise all around it, the color of a band of the late day sky on the very day she said "you're my guy." They sell it down that long avenue where the pavements rough and the girls are too but you have to tip them more. They sell turquoise in the pawn shop store where they size you up when you come in the door. When he remembered turquoise he regretted even more that he'd f_k_ed-it up with her. And that part of his life is still a blur.
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When did you ever think it was OK to make a movie with such a morally retrograde ending?
12:36 A.M. Dec 18, 2014 clean water, even for enemies. delete your delusions.
Nobody beats the Challacuda. Nobody beats the Challacuda. They say that if you drive through medway town you never know what kind of car will be found Down dirt roads where the old mothers live you know those dear, old, women just love to give. Nobody beats the Challacuda Nobody beats the Challacuda If you drive that way with a fifty dollar bill might want to bring along some gas to fill that findling car inside the old carriage house her son left it there and she's selling it now oh, no, not really selling it, don't you know, she'll let you tow it away before the Winter snow. It's a roached up old 70 Barracuda What'cha gonna do with a roach-coach 'cuda? Nobody beats nobody beats nobody beats nobody beats Nobody beats the Challacuda. Challacuda with a 440 hemi the fenders and hood are from a '70 semi cuda When you drive this car people think you're a rock star. Next you can drive down through Bellingham. There was a car wreak at the Blackstone dam the front end smashed on this 71 Challanger on backwoods run. And if you can just tow it away the old lady says you can take it today. And if her deadbeat son objects to the sale she take the heat when he gets out of jail. And so from the two wreaks you make just one a hot rod car for fun fun fun Challacuda Challacuda nobody beats the Challacuda Above are Beach Boys tribute song lyrics
There really was a car called The Challacuda. It had the fenders and front end grill, hood, etc of a 1970 Barracuda with the chasis and rear end of a 1971 Challenger. But,because the guy who owned has a fetish on the movie Vanishing Point he decided to try and make the car look like that. The fenders never quite lined up with the doors, and he was disappointed with the outcome because he destroyed the Challacuda, which also had door/fender issues, and put front end fender, hood, gril of a 1970 Challenger. But it was 1971 Challenger with a 1970 looking front end. And it was not the car from Vanishing Point, even though he gave it a kind of low end white paint job. It just didn't look good like it should have.
The thing about it's incarnation as "The Challacuda" was that the parts from the Barracuda would only bolt on at a slight forward slant, so that the front end was more a wedge. This seemed to have an areodynamic effect and gave the car a certain extra boost. Or so it seemed to me being only allowed to be captive in the passenger's seat.
And to be truthful, it's really the only time that I've gone from 0 to 140 miles an hour between University Drive and the Wellesly line (or anywhere).
It was late. My friend woke me up. He was showing off his car, the Challacuda. He had plans for it to be the Vanishing Point car. He had just installed the performance rear end which gave the car some extra power. He was going to take me to Dover to inspect a lawn job he did on some Aho's lawn (His thoughts about this). He wanted to show me how the grass that he had ripped up was showing the Pozzi-tronic action of his new super-duper rear end.
While I understand the criminal nature of ripping up someone's fancy vanity lawn at their fancy vanity house in fancy vanity Dover, Massachusetts, this was 1983 and doing such things was much more common back then. And so, even though I didn't approve of him doing this, and I remember telling him it was not good that he had, he did assure me that the guy who he did it to really was an a_ho. Probably something about not getting paid or being ripped off, or maybe it was because he went and bought a car that someone else had scoped out before the guy who actually found the car was able to buy it. Something like that.
Back then you could drive through Medway towards Conneticut and find these old cars sitting in yards, etc. You'd go up to the door and knock and ask and most of the time the old lady or guy who lived there would be more than pleased to have you take the thing away. It was done, to them. It might need something simple like a new axle. Or maybe it needed a new front end. Whatever was wrong with it, it usually wasn't really that much and wasn't too hard to fix for us guys who had a lot of time and a knowledge of how to do it.
One time we were sitting in my buddies kitchen. We used to buy this mag, that came on Wednesday (or was it Tuesday) called The Want Ad, which was a book of advertisements. I boasted how we could find a good car for 50 dollars. By the end of the afternoon my friend was driving around in a, I think 1974, white Impala branded as "The Spirit of America." There was nothing, at all, wrong with that car. I was paid back for my part with an old army coat that happened to be in the trunk of that car. My buddy drove around in that car for a few months, at least. that was the 1980's in Massachusetts for motor-head kids like me and my buddies back then. If you couldn't find and fix your own car, you didn't have one.
Celebrate Christ! 🌛 🌛 Who'dda think that a guy at the age of 38 would just be having his first heart-ache? Oh, joy bird, oh now that you're gone where did you go?Dec 31, 2014
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in silence, in silence, within meditation remember : "fear the Lord! For he knows all about the intentions and motivations of the heart and mind. He knows mine, I know mine and how rotton I sometimes become, don't seem to understand why, it's me being retrograde but I know, through the power and intercesion of The Lord, I can overcome my own flaws and repair the damage from the mistake I have made." But don't let other people use your guilt as a way to get free-things and to not have to take responsibility for their own poor behavior Everyone makes bad choices. If we had perfect already we wouldn't need the annealing of this life, the furnace of discontent and stuff, and materialism where we are thrown, at birth, to be annealled with the searing love of everyone else, all their jealous rage and seeming envy, in the real truth we all want to love one another, but we are broken and can't do it well. We create fantasies of togetherness that are actually just descriptions of what we wish Heaven was. We live in our own dream-world bubble, all the time acccusing everyone else but ourselves of doing this very same thing. We look to fantasy, such as old television shows, for some vision of family-life and see a false view of life: a fantasy world while, it isn't 'bad', it may create expectations that can never be realized. We live in issolation as a normal thing, and say 'oh the hermit' about other people who may not have room in their lives for us. We try to connect with others, but in reality the closest we can get often time prepels us away from each other at an allarming acceleration. We get closest when we do not lust the flesh. But we lust the flesh. OK, enough New Years introspection.
Fear the Lord ~ ⏲⏱⏰⏲⏱⏰⏰⏲⏱⏰⏰ But He's always good to you ~ ; ) so
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Nobody beats the Challacuda. Nobody beats nobody beats the 440 Challacuda nobody beats the 440 Challacuda nobody beats Nobody beats the Challacuda. Challacuda with a 440 hemi the fenders and hood are from a '70 semi cuda When you drive this car people think you're a rock star.
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The deep snow. She doesn't know how deep. She didn't think about it. Depth of snow no one know in rills and hollows where you shouldn't go when the storm is fierce and the night is cold even you shouldn't be so bold. poem is from 2012 short story titled Blizzard Baby The morning light is hued in cold awareness. Warming in the sun the bunny explores the snow covered lawn. The tracks melt by mid morning. Bunny doesn't know what the song means, anyway. This giant bubble that we call awareness? How could it have been formed? Seemingly hollow, it's filled up with you reading this and wondering where does this idle poet get his idle hours to spew out this bubble web of hollowness? 🚦 🚧 🚨 🚩 🚪 🚫 🚬 🚭 🚮 🚯 🚰 🚱 🚲 🌛 🌑 🌒 🌓 🌔 🌕 🌖 🌗 🌘 🌙 🌚 🌛 🌜 🌝. 🚤 🚥 sometimes there is beauty within the fragments . . . 🌜🌜🌜🌝🌛🌛🌛 Sprongg . . . onng . . . ongg ga Her tired morning seems more like poetry than anything you can find on a blog. Bark Bark. Bark Bark. Tree Bark Bark. Bark Bark. Dog 🌑 🌒 🌓 🌔 🌕 🌖 🌗 🌘 🌙 🌚 🌛 🌜 🌝. 🚤 🚥 Woof and woe🌝 🌑 🌒 🌓 🌔 🌕 🌖 🌗 🌘 🌙 🌚 🌛 🌜 🌝. 🚤 🚥 Space Ship snowman floats off towards Billy Perilli, writer of all of the things on this blog. 🌜🌜🌜🌝🌛🌛🌛
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After 40 different versions what can one say about it anymore? It's installed in all my systems, a day earlier. There are a few minor issues, but no show stoppers.
I did some stuff with lvm to resize a root area. That took a very long time. It's on a machine that maybe just should be retired . . .
April 22, 2024 12:02 PM
Ya, I decided to load Fedora Core 38 Beta about a month ago, and this machine kept shutting down . . . I think I finally fixed it. Tomorrow is the big release day for the Fedora Core 38. My production workstation is still running FC37. I don't know if I'll jump right on it right away. . .
my server is still resetting, or maybe I have it fixed. I decided to just remove plasma-desktop, as I don't use it. The journals were giving all kinds of errors with that, and I think that might have been the issue, conflicting with the gdm that I do use. Worst case I'd just go to runlevel 3 but, as I said in another column, I don't really even know if anyone views these pages anyway.
My production box would upgrade but the dnf says it would downgrade grum and associated tools, and that's never a good thing to do. I'm just not going to do it! anyway I'll check tomorrow when the offical release is and probably do it then. If I'm in the mood.
So now I've run every version of Fedora serving this website! that's a long time.
April 17, 2023 8:28 PM ESThere is from a year ago:
It took some time to figure out how to defeat the new screensaver built in, but I was able to. It's the biggest downside to the new Gnome.
I set the keybindings to something I don't use, and then put in a custom keybinding to use the old tool.
There are other minor things that annoy too, like the restoration of a deleted file that I always have to delete again on every FC core upgrade. The file is name camera-shutte.oga. It's in /usr/share/sounds/freedesktop/stereo
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At the precipice of coding.
a mountain trail often has a place with a great view and a perilous fall if you wonder just a bit too far to one side of the trail. It's called a precipice. It's not a scary place. It's a safe place that one passes through.
OK, so I've done an update to FC34.
the biggest issue was . . . . drum roll . . .a lock up of gnome.
and if i clicked on the activities button I would need to reload (log out log back in).
I was able to run stuff without that, and thus determined a list of files that might need to be removed. I did as full reinstall of gnome as such:
dnf reinstall gnome
then I did a
dnf list installed |grep fc33
which gave me a list of files to consider uninstalling.
from that I got the following:
first odd issue:
sudo was not at first working! I had to install it! I kept the configuration file so I have my preferences still set up.
dnf install sudo dnf reinstall gnome-* dnf reinstall kde* dnf reinstall NetworkManager* dnf remove gnome-screensaver dnf remove gnome-shell-extension-desktop-icons-20.04.0-2.fc33.noarch dnf remove xorg-x11-xkb-extras-7.7-33.fc33.x86_64 dnf remove compat-openssl10-1:1.0.2o-11.fc33.x86_64 dnf remove mozjs60-60.9.0-7.fc33.x86_64
there are still some fc33 packages, (I also looked for fc32 packages, anything older that was gnome)
sudo dnf list installed |grep fc33 biber.noarch 2.14-4.fc33 @fedora gamin.x86_64 0.1.10-37.fc33 @fedora libgta.x86_64 1.0.9-5.fc33 @fedora
if removing a package also removed large numbers of other packages, I left it. For each of the few that I did remove, I always would make sure by reading what would happen before agreeing to the transaction.
now the gnome-shell is working and it doesn't lock up. So which of the packages that I removed made the difference? I am not sure.
and so after just a few short hours of install, I've got my system working in away that seems normal.
the new gnome shell moves the icons to the bottom of the screen.
I find gnome-shell to be annoyingly poppy at times. I tend to do things rapidly, and all the popping can be nauseating.
It is helpful to learn how to use dnf. I've found that the reverse history stuff works as long as you haven't made too many changes. It's a dicey, though, to try and go back to an older revision but I did it ONCE. Next time it didn't work out so well. AT that point it was installing dnf and yum from rpms.
and I had success. It's the kind of thing that when you know how to do it . . .
but there was one other trick that I needed and it was a scary way to reset a password and I did discover how to do it. I'm not sharing that one (barely remember) it's like these things exist in a nether, and it's best to . . . let the knowledge fade unless you need it. It's too scary to dwell in that space.
anyway, gnome shell is working. It's not flighty and hanging up. And all it took was to remove the old packages of gnome that might conflict with it. And now I can continue with my review.
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