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how do I even know if anyone even sees these pages? I suppose that's why I stopped updating them
April 17, 2023 8:28 PM EST
And did he ever even get to that part about 'helmet safety' and that the guy in the photo wasn't wearing one?
Oh, no, yet another topic for the echo factory to pretend that people care about and repeat over and over.
this is a lot more fun than wading in through the chan spam.
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Here is today's pretty poem:
Springtime in Middlesex Country
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Be nice to yourself and others. What other choice?
Wake up!
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A lot can happen in a year. I used to update these pages all the time. Maybe I could start doing that again?
Today was the day of setting the clocks forward.
March 10, 2024 10:35 PM EST
No one who contacts me about work seems to provide any serious prospects, like they are just hazing me..
The realization that much of what you find on line is just bots messing with people and trying to train them to be ineffective at debate by making them revert to insults, putdowns, and sub-human behavior makes social media seem to be a wasteland. It is best to not participate in that.
All the rain could have been snow! 2024!
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Seasons change month to month and sometimes we get back to what we left to the side.
well most news was about the raid a few weeks ago, I read up on what I could find.
I read up on it but I didn't try to spend too much time dwelling on it.
I wrote some things. But I can only observe these things. I wish not to be seen as being one who understands what it going on in the world these days. I try to learn what happens and try less to 'splain about the peeps involved. That whole 'It's them!' finger pointing is bogus and discordant to an eccumenical and open hearth world view.
And those who seek to live within a meta where they rule the world as a cartoon avatar persona . . . and do their pyramid scheme money-thang and their virtuality as if it's real . . . They do as they will and I have no say over their futures. So why do they pretend to have a say over mine?
The answer is: that if they live within a meta, then their rules are for them there. Outside of that, in the real world, those of us who aren't crazy with self-entitled ideation, and wealth beyond measure that enables us to put the equipment on, and all of it's tethering and attachments and live within that matrix world . . . all of us who do not wish to join them in what seems to be a depraved cult of wish fulfillment cooupled with a magical point of view about the fate of peoples and persons . . . all of us who have not gone crazy like that . . . you can't really expect us to let you carry on and try to rule us from within your cage of technology?
video gaming morphed into 'meta world creation' because the games were too depraved that had the cool world layouts that people like. The puzzles one loves to solve, and the cool graphics that one wants to see were those times interspersed with simulated acting out of depraved behaviors, like having to kill all the other characters in the scene before one moves on to the next level.
So at some point you trained yourself to not do it, to click through the depravity as if it's not there, and maybe miss a creepy backstory. I gave up playing those kinds of games, and I still ike to watch old replays, but I fast forward through the gun fight parts, the ghouls who hound Lara Croft in the end levels of, say Tomb Raider aniversary are tiresome and almost designed to make the players hate this kind of depravity in a game, as if the writers are telling their funders ;Really, a kill anything that seems alive simulation? Like clones could never be born without a need to kill everything else in the proximity from where it emerged? Well, we all know what happend to the Lora Croft franchise, and most video games.
But the graphics can be compelling and fun, so people still get some enjoyment out of it.
And those who think that they can rule from within a meta? they have the persona of the villianous ancient ghoul who haunts Laura through out here travels. Watch a walk through of tomb Raider Aniversary. Feel free to fast forward through the psychopathic parts. But do listen to the banter and the dialog. Spoiler alert: Laura has a lot of soul searching to do.
Aug 29, 2022 Tell us how you really feel
sometimes you just need to remove kruft.
Politics never ends but sometimes it's better to remain mute. Mostly when there is nothing needing or wanting to be said.
but that is no one, that has not hapened to anyone you made it up. thankfully true.
We move along. We keep doing for ourselves. We survive. We don't let the world define who and what we are, or how we feel, or what any of this really means.
And if they have bad humor, and will not forgive they will hate you then.
but at least in that story they leave you alone after all of that
They dont' always leave you alone. It seems they still sometimes want to connect to try to draw that cray cray narrative out one more time. And you have to explain that, no, sorry, this is a bit. You caught me while I was writing a character, that's not me. I am using tht as a dialog in a paly that I'm having my character write inside of his narrative, he's writing his own play about a guy writing a play.
It's like he feeds on it, I get bothered that he lets me go on with it.
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There is an overwhelming trend to do the half-speed slowmo thing in commercials, etc. It has gotten trite and pianful to watch. I find my mind immediately turning away when I see it. Especially sickinging is the effect of the speeding modifying as the video progresses. The tootlings of fingers on a control is elevated to art in some people's eyes. The effect is merely to pervey a scene, the zoom-in with almost pornographic interest, to see things that are unreal, the effect of loosing oxegen, dwelling in the every now as it crumbles. That, to me, is what slowmo used incorrectly does.
And, of course, I am totally not inline with the main stream. And there have historically been some very awesome uses of slow-mo. I remember being impressed with various scenes of women playing volly-ball. I don't care what you say, it really was very interesting. But . . . not very descrete. And a little bit gratuitous.
I have some new poppy things going on here so please bare with me. It is all very beta, don't you know. It's new. It just happened because I was doing it somewhere else and decided to put it back here.
I'll admit it: I find the pop-up stuff annoying. It is aform of chinze, a cheep effect, like putting on too much rouge. It violates the static nature of the site. "Look at me. Look at me. I'm a picture. I pop up."
"But I don't pop up in an always useful way. and maybe the pop-up feature is a little annoying to you? Oh well. It's here now forever unless webmaster takes it away."
Ah, but I know when I should be done when it gets really surreal and silly. I'm going to be doing some experimental things so if you don't like the pop-up stuff, well, hopefully it will just get better.
Geesh, I've flown far and away today, haven't I?
What percentage of movies exist only for the purposes of putting forward some paid-for point of view? What percentage of documentaries are just shill-pieces for various causes, maybe dubious causes? Is there any integrity at all in the production of 'art' movies, or does all cinema have to pass through some court of impromntour that varifies the correctness of thee opinions of the piece as put forward by . . . whoever-they-are's of a fussy-fussy nature?
It's a hard deal to realize that the stuff that is put out as film is mostly propaganda. And you can't go to the theatre anymore becaue you don't like being put-upon by the hyperviolence. And even if you choose a seemingly peaceful show you'll still get assaulted by the hyper-violence in the previews. I walk out and wait in the lobby during the agressive violent previews. Or try to arrive late. Or just cower in the seat covering my ears and my eyes. But the previews are designed to be the crack that gets you addicted to the idea that you gotta-gotta go and see that movie. So am I being a judgemental puritan by deciding that I don't like the psychological assault that these previews conduct and I choose to step away during the duration of the hauranging that is going on? I do all of this in a way as to attract as little attention as possible. I'm not trying to make a statement about violence in film. I think that, of course, stories have to reflect what is real in the world: state execution, violent extreamism?
There are certain topics that various aspects of the fussy-fussers (who bemoan and want to effect change and do-goodie-goodistic-nesses of a yummy nature, and actually use the words 'yummy' and 'scrrumptous' when talking to you.) harp on. I will call these aspects 'harping points'. The thing about a harping point is that it is a constant barrage of propaganda for some agenda of the fussy-fussers. The fussy-fussers are agenda-mongers who put out their idea and then demand worship to it. It can be any idea at all. It might be at the level of 'please floss', or perhaps it is a whole poison-science thing about the environment. The point is that any medium to get this point across is used. The lie is repeated over and over again in many different forums and with many different methods. When films are essentially just that kind of a thing they cease to be real in my mind. They are like giant 2 hour long commercials for the corruptocracy and the global-alramists. And when it seems that people get awards based upon their politics the awards become meaningless. Currupt politics and politicians ruin movies. Look at a movie like Triumpth of the will. It might be 'stirring', in a slow-mo pornographic way, but it is a bad movie for a very lot of reasons. It is a movie about death. It is a movie about delusion. It might be an orgy of light and lucifer, himself, seems to be there at times on the screen. But no, it's just that actor adolph, a guy playing a bad roll who was a shill for the great evil. When modern movies seem like that do we see it? Are there any people doiing what Rischestall did for Hitler for polticians of today? Are any of our (alledgedly) fairly elected officials capible of the level of corruption that was maanifest in the world jsut a few short generations ago?
The stuff of a bad movie? The stuff of fiction? But in my kind of fiction people can be redeemed. And if they don't they die like Hitler dies. Why? Because my fiction is trying to mirror the real world. Bad people, the nazi-souls, even if they don't know it, always fall off the cliff of their own making and end up in hells that they made for others. The worst of them always end badly. Always. So movies and fiction need to reflect that.
And so movies can put forward the proposition of 'what if' such an ultimately bad person existed in the world. A movie is often considered 'bad' if the film doesn't portray the execution of hte fate of the character who is married to evil intention and faith-ful only in faithlessness. the measure of a character in cinema is not of the same calabor as what we see in the real world. the dire consequences of film are usually worst case examples of how things can go drastically wrong for people on the path of soul.
And it isn't that I'm saying anything real here today. I'm just letting my fingers go on with it. And I'm not in an editing mood, so forgive me the inanity. Basic point: I've gone on about the movie It's a Wonderful Life for the lack of concern for the soul of the character of the evil banker. That is just one of the aspects of the movie that I find hard to digest. But that is a 'good' movie if you read the reviews that people put out (percentage of posative reviews). So obiously my point of view about the movie is not in the main stream. I like the movie, in general. I just think that there was more editing to do. I would have had some redemption for the Potter character. But the movie just drops it at the end. His fate does not matter. Clarance gets his wings and that is all that matters. We don't see the devil showing up to meet Potter and give him the consequences of what he has done. Maybe that would be in the sequel?
And as far as violence goes: it can't be removed from the story because so often that is just what the story is. Think about famous books, great novels, gospels. If the main character had not be violated in some way . . . then is the story even the same? So, those who wish to purge all thoughts of violence that is upsurd. But as far as having taste: that is the real issue.
And as far as bad movies go, movies that are only produced for agenda mongering purposes: if they make no profit they just show the folly of trying to farm public opinion by throwing money at hack script-writers (probaly kindred and kind of the people who fund this drivvel).
Maybe it isn't obvious to the world now what the bad movies will seem to be in the future: how awful some of the stuff that is aclaimed now will appear to future critics. I can't know. But the future will know. And that is the thing that must make every hack writer cringe: being found out that they wrote crap just to get a check and to feed their kids or their jones or both. Integrity? What does that mean when the baby is crying? The importance of keeping yourself froming flipping out over the despair of being a sell-out . . . pulling your hair out! The baby is crying. script is due. What are you to do? Random gun fire from the freeway and a possy of guys in flack uniforms storming a coffee house. . . If you take the violence out of the story is there any story left?
And then maybe there is the spiritual violence that is going on in one's own heart, mind, and soul (and all else of one's personhood). That violence is the real meat of any story. The violence of action always follows the violence of internal intent: spiritual violence. Spiritual violence is the real thing that destroys people. It doesn't need a gun or a sword. It uses . . . other methods. Immaterial methods. A film like that might be a good story if it doesn't get hoaky.
There was this awesome film that I loved. It had a theme of the overlaying outside sphere controlling all aspects of knowing and living. Then it had the idea of coming to know this in one's life. But after that, in the sequel, it couldn't get past being a comic book plot. It didn't take on any existenial cunnundrums. The movie just flopped there like a dead fish.
Oh well. It's hard. It's hard to be meaningful and relavent. I know because I flop too.
Take me take me out take me out of the out of the out of the way of ferryman who is coming to get me. Give me please, so please for me just one more season to sing your praise all day and on and on and on into the evening. Take me home to my shore house. Take me down below the waves of the bay where the water is colder than heartbreak and the weather is volitile just wait not even a little while those storms those ever coming storms march along the sea and sky.
I got nothing more
January 27th, 2013
some day this guitar will play oh yay! some day. hey hey hey hey. some day.Praise the Lord for his unfailing love.
Praise the Lord just because you love Him!Praise the Lord! You know Favorite movie lines? If I took all of the nonsense out of my sights I'd probably have to delete half of them.When you break open the heart of chocholate lover's flower chocholate that tastes so gewie sweet and chewie licious it's delishious do not eat the dishes. Break open his bursting heart of love and give it to the day a free wind of warmth melting force to quench the longing thirst of lover's who can't find each other outside the dream outside of time they stand forever by their sides and love but here on Earth it's the flow of the lava of constant affections from strangers, and long lost friends here you are again. Valentine's Day in the purgatory of the bachelors delusive no, elusive elusive long ago memories out in the fog on the plautau by the bog and the wind come in sudden to clear the stenches of regrets off into those heartbrake clouds of long forgotten somewhere else's, today it is long to be driving through these foggy sea-side bulivards covered over in sand. The four wheel drive helps him up the long dune where the shoreline is gone off and over the used to be's. It will be cold there. He can go see it. he has the cardboard sparkling heart in a pink envelope and the ring in the car. The beach house? It was a nice thing to used to have. She will meet him in Hyannis for a nine o'clock meal.
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The deep snow. She doesn't know how deep. She didn't think about it. Depth of snow no one know in rills and hollows where you shouldn't go when the storm is fierce and the night is cold even you shouldn't be so bold. poem is from 2012 short story titled Blizzard Baby The morning light is hued in cold awareness. Warming in the sun the bunny explores the snow covered lawn. The tracks melt by mid morning. Bunny doesn't know what the song means, anyway. This giant bubble that we call awareness? How could it have been formed? Seemingly hollow, it's filled up with you reading this and wondering where does this idle poet get his idle hours to spew out this bubble web of hollowness? 🚦 🚧 🚨 🚩 🚪 🚫 🚬 🚭 🚮 🚯 🚰 🚱 🚲 🌛 🌑 🌒 🌓 🌔 🌕 🌖 🌗 🌘 🌙 🌚 🌛 🌜 🌝. 🚤 🚥 sometimes there is beauty within the fragments . . . 🌜🌜🌜🌝🌛🌛🌛 Sprongg . . . onng . . . ongg ga Her tired morning seems more like poetry than anything you can find on a blog. Bark Bark. Bark Bark. Tree Bark Bark. Bark Bark. Dog 🌑 🌒 🌓 🌔 🌕 🌖 🌗 🌘 🌙 🌚 🌛 🌜 🌝. 🚤 🚥 Woof and woe🌝 🌑 🌒 🌓 🌔 🌕 🌖 🌗 🌘 🌙 🌚 🌛 🌜 🌝. 🚤 🚥 Space Ship snowman floats off towards Billy Perilli, writer of all of the things on this blog. 🌜🌜🌜🌝🌛🌛🌛
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After 40 different versions what can one say about it anymore? It's installed in all my systems, a day earlier. There are a few minor issues, but no show stoppers.
I did some stuff with lvm to resize a root area. That took a very long time. It's on a machine that maybe just should be retired . . .
April 22, 2024 12:02 PM
Ya, I decided to load Fedora Core 38 Beta about a month ago, and this machine kept shutting down . . . I think I finally fixed it. Tomorrow is the big release day for the Fedora Core 38. My production workstation is still running FC37. I don't know if I'll jump right on it right away. . .
my server is still resetting, or maybe I have it fixed. I decided to just remove plasma-desktop, as I don't use it. The journals were giving all kinds of errors with that, and I think that might have been the issue, conflicting with the gdm that I do use. Worst case I'd just go to runlevel 3 but, as I said in another column, I don't really even know if anyone views these pages anyway.
My production box would upgrade but the dnf says it would downgrade grum and associated tools, and that's never a good thing to do. I'm just not going to do it! anyway I'll check tomorrow when the offical release is and probably do it then. If I'm in the mood.
So now I've run every version of Fedora serving this website! that's a long time.
April 17, 2023 8:28 PM ESThere is from a year ago:
It took some time to figure out how to defeat the new screensaver built in, but I was able to. It's the biggest downside to the new Gnome.
I set the keybindings to something I don't use, and then put in a custom keybinding to use the old tool.
There are other minor things that annoy too, like the restoration of a deleted file that I always have to delete again on every FC core upgrade. The file is name camera-shutte.oga. It's in /usr/share/sounds/freedesktop/stereo
1:12 AM EST 9 April, 2022
At the precipice of coding.
a mountain trail often has a place with a great view and a perilous fall if you wonder just a bit too far to one side of the trail. It's called a precipice. It's not a scary place. It's a safe place that one passes through.
OK, so I've done an update to FC34.
the biggest issue was . . . . drum roll . . .a lock up of gnome.
and if i clicked on the activities button I would need to reload (log out log back in).
I was able to run stuff without that, and thus determined a list of files that might need to be removed. I did as full reinstall of gnome as such:
dnf reinstall gnome
then I did a
dnf list installed |grep fc33
which gave me a list of files to consider uninstalling.
from that I got the following:
first odd issue:
sudo was not at first working! I had to install it! I kept the configuration file so I have my preferences still set up.
dnf install sudo dnf reinstall gnome-* dnf reinstall kde* dnf reinstall NetworkManager* dnf remove gnome-screensaver dnf remove gnome-shell-extension-desktop-icons-20.04.0-2.fc33.noarch dnf remove xorg-x11-xkb-extras-7.7-33.fc33.x86_64 dnf remove compat-openssl10-1:1.0.2o-11.fc33.x86_64 dnf remove mozjs60-60.9.0-7.fc33.x86_64
there are still some fc33 packages, (I also looked for fc32 packages, anything older that was gnome)
sudo dnf list installed |grep fc33 biber.noarch 2.14-4.fc33 @fedora gamin.x86_64 0.1.10-37.fc33 @fedora libgta.x86_64 1.0.9-5.fc33 @fedora
if removing a package also removed large numbers of other packages, I left it. For each of the few that I did remove, I always would make sure by reading what would happen before agreeing to the transaction.
now the gnome-shell is working and it doesn't lock up. So which of the packages that I removed made the difference? I am not sure.
and so after just a few short hours of install, I've got my system working in away that seems normal.
the new gnome shell moves the icons to the bottom of the screen.
I find gnome-shell to be annoyingly poppy at times. I tend to do things rapidly, and all the popping can be nauseating.
It is helpful to learn how to use dnf. I've found that the reverse history stuff works as long as you haven't made too many changes. It's a dicey, though, to try and go back to an older revision but I did it ONCE. Next time it didn't work out so well. AT that point it was installing dnf and yum from rpms.
and I had success. It's the kind of thing that when you know how to do it . . .
but there was one other trick that I needed and it was a scary way to reset a password and I did discover how to do it. I'm not sharing that one (barely remember) it's like these things exist in a nether, and it's best to . . . let the knowledge fade unless you need it. It's too scary to dwell in that space.
anyway, gnome shell is working. It's not flighty and hanging up. And all it took was to remove the old packages of gnome that might conflict with it. And now I can continue with my review.
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