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April 17, 2023 8:28 PM EST
And did he ever even get to that part about 'helmet safety' and that the guy in the photo wasn't wearing one?
Oh, no, yet another topic for the echo factory to pretend that people care about and repeat over and over.
this is a lot more fun than wading in through the chan spam.
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Here is today's pretty poem:
Springtime in Middlesex Country
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Be nice to yourself and others. What other choice?
Wake up!
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We have a new tree! And it's already blooming, just at the top of it!
over a week later and the blooms have already faded at the top, but the trees fine!
One year someone, in New Hampshire, harvasted a swath of mountainside up to a point not too far up , and far enough up that it was out of the travelled way. So yo needed to know how to have access to get up there. We were up there the folloing year and already the part that was cut down had new trees growing from the roots of the old trees, all of them well on their way to quickly become full sized trees.
Contrast that with what they do in the Northwest: they have a multiacre swath of country side and they plant it, and harvast it in subsequent years, and they'll be a sign saying when it was planted, when it was harvasted, going back 100 years when I saw it.
What works? what should the people do? Is the way that they do it in Washington State really that bad?
Well, so, ya. Go to Mt. Saint Hellens if you get the chance to ponder the meaning of a forest, cut down, suddenly, and without warning. So the scheduled cut down is probably prefered to the sudden natural destruction. You turned a corner in the forest road and from then on for a few miles the landscape is barron with just the roots of trees. And they left the dead trees in Spirit Lake as some kind of strange long term eccology project instead of harvasting it and maybe using it to build 20 thousand new homes (which would have made sense). So ecology isn't always what seems smart or right? I try to not make a conclusion by casting the idea into a question, knowing that any answer is baited. Is that fair? See, I'm doing it again.
unexpected forest frost over blooms and more blooms gate down and around, not found before. story just starting. unexpected apple tree 25 feet tall blooming at the top of it. May 11, 2019
flowers, grass, red maples showering down their tiny blossoms.
The world gets beautiful in the Spring!
for his unfailing love!
Just the night before inspired by an infinite channel where the rambles never end. if only he could stop for a while turn around go back down like an old sixties song inspired by Bible quotes from books about getting prophets all wrong and going for pay and not prayer. Anjel fa rend fa fa fa la la I'll just get to know your fame flagging farce of a dream gone rotten. hope when you were stompped there was nothing about the head. maybe your manic ways are agmented by something that happened that you admit had happened why we shouldn't do stuff like that how it ruins people's lives from one angle, in the glasses a nerdy sexy angel from another that coked out look like someone who'se ready to steal the company truck drive it up and over the mountain road where you shouldn't drive at 3 AM in a blizzarding wind to pawn it for meth or . . . who knows what one last high the night before rehab.
fame fag is what they call such a person. 'fag' in that world means 'man'. but it mostly still means fag, a word I don't like to use. So I'll say 'flame flagging' or some such.
Guy goes manic at the chan. Guy goes manic claims he was shut out of all the other venues of being a fame-whore (that's still a hard way to say it. So what, Mr. whatever you say you are, name-fag? (such a bad way to say it, my mom wouldn't have liked it, and it's almost MOther's day.
And getting it all wrong, saying stuff that's not correct about the world. Or what people are like. Or who to be ware of. Got it wrong, very wrong. But getting curb stomped will do that to someone. Says it happened to him.
I do write fiction. And I've never hounded after fame, even if it were something that I was hoping for, I didn't go running after it. The cliff isn't far from the cliff-heights mansion, the drive way is right down the highway, take an almost private exit that even tourists shouldn't use. How does it get like that in the real world? We have this world of 'narrative' I do it here. I make up a lot of stuff. Much of it ends up here. I also make up stuff and call it 'a post' and make my lingering doubt known in places far out there in Internet land. But I don't 'log in.' and I don't really care to be known as to who I am. Who am I anyway, existential crisis. Summing up the cause of the blood bath at the end of the French Revolution as being because . . . . bird flies over the alps, lands in Rome, becuase the Catholic church . . . at that point who keeps reading? I don't finish it. It's not required reading. People make up scandalous lies. I'm rather apt at doing it too, and I do. A lot. But I call it, and label it 'fiction' or if I put a rouse in a post, sarcastically, I'm such a hot-nerd guy that I'll put a stupid comment in it as to that effect ' the preceeding schitpost was sarcasm' or something trite and pithy.
No one's really offended. No one is really confused. If you 'see' someone on the internet having a slow-mo nervous breakdown, or is it just a Live-action-role-play, someone paid to be that guy who really is that off and is that startled and upset, like Nasime was upset, but was she alos 'but a larp'? and the answer is really unknown to me except that I just say 'well if she is not then she's actually kind of a sad byline of our modern age, like Sean was in 2013, someoen who didn't deserve it. Nasime seems as though she could have been reeled into a safe space, given a tether, so to speak, for her own use, so that she wouldn't have gone and done what they say she did, however she is innocent because she was dead, and that sucks. So it's very sad. And if she isn't real, was just a creation of some team of larpers who provide a colorful narrative, then they did a really good job in dreaming up someone as convincing as she is, because I get how she was confused, to believe that the powers of that corporate suck fest at . . . well the people who said 'come one come all, post your vids for the world to see' and they shut her off.
So then she goes off on a crazy 'live in your car' interlude. And we can read the narrative that is provided on line about her. And that's all very sad.
And we wish, because we know stuff, that somehow someone caught wind of her plight and the 'incident' was a stage show to make the world understand that free speech shouldn't be up to multinational corporate hedgehogs of the tech-blunder-boub cartels and unclean IPO roll-in-the-mud of privledge 'king-maker' money faction techuumm-cleaners (all of your everything is now belonging to us or I say you have no brain quality urge factory ruin of life)
The manic thought as literary fart, gets published?
So we all have episodic episodes. And we all wish that dead people might really be alive, and we make up a plausible narrative, though far fetched. And we wish it were so, a kind of prayer.
But there are other larps, other bullshitter narratives of people who, really, are trying to mislead others for the effect of ? the effect of why is unknown. The purpose of such larps? Fame? Money? what else? sex? compainion ship (but that's fame). So why make up a false narrative and not just declare a fiction. I mean I love a good timeloop narrative. I theink it's a writer's cheet, because it's not the way a real story works in this world. Unles syou are talking about 8 billion year loop of a cycle of the universe? but that is the fiction, if it's a myth and not true. What are we really trying to convery in a stroy and why would you need a time loop? OK, if that is what the story is? Like the one with the time machine. It's a way to make an allegory. It's a way to show a difference in how the world is and what it could be if 'things had gone differently'. But a fake narrative presented as if it is a real one? what is the purpose of that?
Some call it 'fake news'. I've written about it before, specifically when Mr. Trump first announced as a candidate. That was almost 4 years ago.
And Anjel, if you are listening (and how could you be? ) I want you to know that I think you are a 'neat guy' but you are off base about much. And you put your self into needless danger by being so wrong about things . . . for a trolling effect? So that means you are what you seem: a larper flaming on: for a rightous cause, in your mind. but dangerous to those around you. rage off, dude. It doesnt' help anyone. and get off the drugs.
Work on what has been spoiled. But what about those who pretend that there isn't a problem?
some content gets wicked stale and needs to be modified or deleted!
And a stadium sized fuel-cell bubble-house that floats off towards New Brunswick.
And a New Brunswick sized fuel-cell bubble-house that floats off towards a distant galaxy of light.
void poem
unexpected apple tree 25 feet tall blooming at the top of it.
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unexpected forest frost over blooms and more blooms gate down and around, not found before. story just starting.
We built our own world here. very few people come here.
April 29, 2019 Tell us how you really feel
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why is philadelphia calling all the failure, all the pain the people who were better forgotten and I don't remember their names? what reason to reach for a memory something imagined and soon gone? to linger in the sad facts of that decay that went on for far too long (lawn?) what reason to save a file in which it would be stored a poem? knowing that no one will read it when they find you at home alone?
A new year and I'm still stuck in an antique and hunkered in mindset, not believeing in the so-called job markets, and feeling off-to-the-side. No matter. I'm surviving.
January 17, 2019
I speak but there is no one there. I know that there is no one there. I'm not really talking to myself but I know that I'm not talking to anybody else.© 2017 © 2019 © 2018
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well, little else now.
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It's August. People are harvasting their tomatoes. Other people don't have any tomatoes. The chipmunks will eat every single one while it's still very tiny. You need a fortified and fenced in garden.
9:12 AM EST Thursday Aug 29, 2022
Greetings from tree shaded yard!
Praise The Lord for insight given!
as an example . . . I have tried to do some introspective things as I come into awareness of my own flaws, and recognize the way I act and correct my self and make a better narrative for myself and for others.
you raise me up from far away when a memory of you lifts me!
Somethings never change nothing need stay the same ah, but on a website the constant change is kind-of the point . . .
change without continuity and tradition is often very hard to manage for those thrust into it. And thus the frame of things gives a place for the change to happen. If you violate that idea then you are coming up with something completely different and maybe no one will want to see your new idea, or use your great, new venue, because it's too far out, and very far away from what they currently care about. It's a nether or a meta and it's merely for a lark? Or does it become the next big thing? As fun as graphics are (CGI) and animation, and making a world to fly around in (like minetest, which is easy when you learn how) ultimately such a meta is a hollow place. It's a distraction during the season of gaming. It allows one to brush up on geometry and math, and architectural design, it gives people training in computer languages, it allows someone to make some graphical ideas, and pass a few hours of time every few days or so . . .
To live within such a realm really isn't possible.
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The deep snow. She doesn't know how deep. She didn't think about it. Depth of snow no one know in rills and hollows where you shouldn't go when the storm is fierce and the night is cold even you shouldn't be so bold. poem is from 2012 short story titled Blizzard Baby The morning light is hued in cold awareness. Warming in the sun the bunny explores the snow covered lawn. The tracks melt by mid morning. Bunny doesn't know what the song means, anyway. This giant bubble that we call awareness? How could it have been formed? Seemingly hollow, it's filled up with you reading this and wondering where does this idle poet get his idle hours to spew out this bubble web of hollowness? 🚦 🚧 🚨 🚩 🚪 🚫 🚬 🚭 🚮 🚯 🚰 🚱 🚲 🌛 🌑 🌒 🌓 🌔 🌕 🌖 🌗 🌘 🌙 🌚 🌛 🌜 🌝. 🚤 🚥 sometimes there is beauty within the fragments . . . 🌜🌜🌜🌝🌛🌛🌛 Sprongg . . . onng . . . ongg ga Her tired morning seems more like poetry than anything you can find on a blog. Bark Bark. Bark Bark. Tree Bark Bark. Bark Bark. Dog 🌑 🌒 🌓 🌔 🌕 🌖 🌗 🌘 🌙 🌚 🌛 🌜 🌝. 🚤 🚥 Woof and woe🌝 🌑 🌒 🌓 🌔 🌕 🌖 🌗 🌘 🌙 🌚 🌛 🌜 🌝. 🚤 🚥 Space Ship snowman floats off towards Billy Perilli, writer of all of the things on this blog. 🌜🌜🌜🌝🌛🌛🌛
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After 40 different versions what can one say about it anymore? It's installed in all my systems, a day earlier. There are a few minor issues, but no show stoppers.
I did some stuff with lvm to resize a root area. That took a very long time. It's on a machine that maybe just should be retired . . .
April 22, 2024 12:02 PM
Ya, I decided to load Fedora Core 38 Beta about a month ago, and this machine kept shutting down . . . I think I finally fixed it. Tomorrow is the big release day for the Fedora Core 38. My production workstation is still running FC37. I don't know if I'll jump right on it right away. . .
my server is still resetting, or maybe I have it fixed. I decided to just remove plasma-desktop, as I don't use it. The journals were giving all kinds of errors with that, and I think that might have been the issue, conflicting with the gdm that I do use. Worst case I'd just go to runlevel 3 but, as I said in another column, I don't really even know if anyone views these pages anyway.
My production box would upgrade but the dnf says it would downgrade grum and associated tools, and that's never a good thing to do. I'm just not going to do it! anyway I'll check tomorrow when the offical release is and probably do it then. If I'm in the mood.
So now I've run every version of Fedora serving this website! that's a long time.
April 17, 2023 8:28 PM ESThere is from a year ago:
It took some time to figure out how to defeat the new screensaver built in, but I was able to. It's the biggest downside to the new Gnome.
I set the keybindings to something I don't use, and then put in a custom keybinding to use the old tool.
There are other minor things that annoy too, like the restoration of a deleted file that I always have to delete again on every FC core upgrade. The file is name camera-shutte.oga. It's in /usr/share/sounds/freedesktop/stereo
1:12 AM EST 9 April, 2022
At the precipice of coding.
a mountain trail often has a place with a great view and a perilous fall if you wonder just a bit too far to one side of the trail. It's called a precipice. It's not a scary place. It's a safe place that one passes through.
OK, so I've done an update to FC34.
the biggest issue was . . . . drum roll . . .a lock up of gnome.
and if i clicked on the activities button I would need to reload (log out log back in).
I was able to run stuff without that, and thus determined a list of files that might need to be removed. I did as full reinstall of gnome as such:
dnf reinstall gnome
then I did a
dnf list installed |grep fc33
which gave me a list of files to consider uninstalling.
from that I got the following:
first odd issue:
sudo was not at first working! I had to install it! I kept the configuration file so I have my preferences still set up.
dnf install sudo dnf reinstall gnome-* dnf reinstall kde* dnf reinstall NetworkManager* dnf remove gnome-screensaver dnf remove gnome-shell-extension-desktop-icons-20.04.0-2.fc33.noarch dnf remove xorg-x11-xkb-extras-7.7-33.fc33.x86_64 dnf remove compat-openssl10-1:1.0.2o-11.fc33.x86_64 dnf remove mozjs60-60.9.0-7.fc33.x86_64
there are still some fc33 packages, (I also looked for fc32 packages, anything older that was gnome)
sudo dnf list installed |grep fc33 biber.noarch 2.14-4.fc33 @fedora gamin.x86_64 0.1.10-37.fc33 @fedora libgta.x86_64 1.0.9-5.fc33 @fedora
if removing a package also removed large numbers of other packages, I left it. For each of the few that I did remove, I always would make sure by reading what would happen before agreeing to the transaction.
now the gnome-shell is working and it doesn't lock up. So which of the packages that I removed made the difference? I am not sure.
and so after just a few short hours of install, I've got my system working in away that seems normal.
the new gnome shell moves the icons to the bottom of the screen.
I find gnome-shell to be annoyingly poppy at times. I tend to do things rapidly, and all the popping can be nauseating.
It is helpful to learn how to use dnf. I've found that the reverse history stuff works as long as you haven't made too many changes. It's a dicey, though, to try and go back to an older revision but I did it ONCE. Next time it didn't work out so well. AT that point it was installing dnf and yum from rpms.
and I had success. It's the kind of thing that when you know how to do it . . .
but there was one other trick that I needed and it was a scary way to reset a password and I did discover how to do it. I'm not sharing that one (barely remember) it's like these things exist in a nether, and it's best to . . . let the knowledge fade unless you need it. It's too scary to dwell in that space.
anyway, gnome shell is working. It's not flighty and hanging up. And all it took was to remove the old packages of gnome that might conflict with it. And now I can continue with my review.
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