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April 17, 2023 8:28 PM EST

And did he ever even get to that part about 'helmet safety' and that the guy in the photo wasn't wearing one?

Oh, no, yet another topic for the echo factory to pretend that people care about and repeat over and over.

 
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Be nice to yourself and others. What other choice?

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Spring Chills

strange late-Spring chilly weather with bursty winds today. This blustery weather is colder than June usually is, but I can remember snow in early June sometime in the mid 1970s. My sister had already planted her tomatoes, I remember her trying to save them. The snow was gone suddenly, like it was all just a big mistake. It didn't do people senstive annual flowers any good, or vegetables.

Things

an original poem
sponsered by The Wind and The Rain


 things
collecting things
putting them in a box
putting the box in a corner
moving the box to the other room
moving the box to the attic
moving the box to the donation center
going to an old person's funeral
things
collecting things
a little card with someone's picture and some dates
putting that card on a mantle.
Collecting it at the end of the holidays with all the other cards
and putting them in a box.
Putting the box in a corner of the room.
Moving the box to a different room, down stairs,
out the door,
in the trash
when she died
and all her things

things.
Bringing all the things
to the donation center.
going to an old person's funeral

Things
Things on the shelf at the donation center
not wanting to spend money on useless things
buying it anyway because you think it might have value
never actually putting up an auction, 
never actually selling the thing
never really wanting it
buying it anyway.

Is it something
that happened 
when you don't even know
being told to wonder off
through the rows of shelves,
old stuff no one uses now
but maybe, there is always that maybe?

Maybe we'll need it.
Maybe we'll want to have
generations
of electronics
that no one can use
being salted away
and treated as equity
everyone wants to flip it
write it off as a loss
take it to a recycling center
get paid pennies per the pound.
Things

Things 
things that he ended up with
that he never really wanted.
Things 
that he carries around in his heads as thoughts
and now
virtual things
never really ever able to throw anything away
not understanding the power of beneh
and all charity is somehow selfish
this shedding
of things
poor excuses of
cause but
what if she never wanted stuff
didn't care about baking
cookies in an oven
wanted to go ride that tiger
all the way to Dresden
she'll burn down a whole city if she needs to
doesn't care the consequences of the pain she causes
that they might have a plan for her
off in the bardo
when she has to finally give up that thing
she calls lust-for-power
never having seen it in action,
not being worthy of wearing that gold ring
she already had her time at the top
she already got to drink all of those magic elixirs.
Does it matter
that she is stuck in the last age
unworthy of getting to the next one?
Maybe be she won't be just the first
but also the last
and never will she live forever
she has that life long lust, not for things,
no,
but for power.
If only for an hour.
Her urge lasts a lifetime
a lifetime of chasing wind
never having taken the time to read
Ecclesiastes till the last week of her life
would be so sad, not knowing
not hearing
not praising the Praiseworthy,
un knowing 
but not within a cloud
of some other place some other time
but lost with in some false cause urge
put in-dare by the operation of conditioned message
tailor made to tell her
you need to be the first this
the first that
you deserve it
it ought to be you
forever
you king wrecker
didn't you throw down satin from his throne back in 1975?
Didn't you get to slap around a sitting president?
It's far fetched the level of 
sycophancy that must be there.
It's overwhelming to imagine that she's not just
a parody of something in the media put there to give a display of how not to behave
she's a real living person
who has a true and overwhelming blood-lust for power
and let no one stand in their way
they can almost taste the blood of ages, the
sacrifice that everyone else made and them
always there
for the fresh-meat, stand over your man
this is a matriarchy,
we were never equal but always better
you must all be made to cower and submit.
Wait to see me with the wipe in my riding crop
then maybe you'll understand.

He looks out towards the back yard
if he posts this at 3:30
they could be here in five minutes.
this is part of the fiction.
Maybe a storm will roll through
and blow the power off with lightning bolts
exploding the poles down the road or off over in the easement
along those old stone walls
which lead to an old fallow field
they dug up the whole world
said
it had to be this way, mark the walls,
herd the cattle, I own this, you own that.
But some where some time there was a plague or a war or
something else
and all of it was abandoned. And they are of the second or
maybe third wave.

She must have it.
She will have it.
She will be the ultimate matriarch
everyone will submit to the redictiphone.
She will make them.

Even Moses
never made it
into the promised land.

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things.
Bringing all the things
to the donation center.
going to an old person's funeral

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Political and Media Inanity

Kafka wrote comedy. Orwell was a pessimist. Depends who you ask.

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Truck-u-later

in this column Truck-u-later steps in deeper . . .

May 29, 2016

tell us how you really feel . . .

Billion dollar ideas? They are all around us!

Alright. We'll be changing it up a little bit!.

. . . well . . . Truck-you-later!


The conveyed possibility
isn't the same as the actual occurance.
one is a fiction, for the purposes of readership.
The second, a sad and delusional descent into 
a hell of a hall of mirrors: one sees one's own 
hatred reflecting back
from everyone. You don't see them, but
what you reflect
off of them.
You don't know them at all, really, then, do you?
So how can you hate them?

Cal:

"I never minded the surveillance society. I've always been kind of an exhibitionist"

June 6, 2016

Cal:

"I never minded the surveillance society. I've always been kind of an exhibitionist."

 a beat . . .


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August Tomatoes

In the back yard!

It's August. People are harvasting their tomatoes. Other people don't have any tomatoes. The chipmunks will eat every single one while it's still very tiny. You need a fortified and fenced in garden.

9:12 AM EST
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Aug 29, 2022

Greetings from tree shaded yard!

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     The
    Lord
for insight
   given!

Praise the Lord for insight given!

Fix your self and the world gets fixed around you

as an example . . . I have tried to do some introspective things as I come into awareness of my own flaws, and recognize the way I act and correct my self and make a better narrative for myself and for others.




you raise me up
from far away
when a memory
of you
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Somethings never change
nothing need stay the same
ah, but on a website
the constant change
 is kind-of the point . . .

change without continuity and tradition is often very hard to manage for those thrust into it. And thus the frame of things gives a place for the change to happen. If you violate that idea then you are coming up with something completely different and maybe no one will want to see your new idea, or use your great, new venue, because it's too far out, and very far away from what they currently care about. It's a nether or a meta and it's merely for a lark? Or does it become the next big thing? As fun as graphics are (CGI) and animation, and making a world to fly around in (like minetest, which is easy when you learn how) ultimately such a meta is a hollow place. It's a distraction during the season of gaming. It allows one to brush up on geometry and math, and architectural design, it gives people training in computer languages, it allows someone to make some graphical ideas, and pass a few hours of time every few days or so . . .

To live within such a realm really isn't possible.

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Poem Shards

just who reads, who writes these poems?
off a mountain road the poet roams
but only in a poem.

Realizing that the empty 
is empty
and not needing anything there.

just who shows up and for what?
I'm lonely or am alone or what does it matter?
driving off towards the nothing
walking along the nowhere path
up high
sure, it's a pretty view
but seen it, done it, jaded, back to the air port
he flew
his fantasy of happy vacation was through.


The deep snow.
The deep snow.
She doesn't know how deep. 
She didn't think about it. 
Depth of snow
no one know
in rills and hollows
where you shouldn't go
when the storm is fierce
and the night is cold
even you shouldn't be so bold.

poem is from 2012 
short story titled Blizzard Baby





The morning light is hued in cold awareness.
Warming in the sun the bunny explores the snow covered lawn.
The tracks melt by mid morning. 
Bunny doesn't know what the song means, anyway.




 This giant bubble that we call awareness?
  How could it have been formed?
  Seemingly hollow,
  it's filled up
  with you
  reading this
  and wondering
  where does this idle poet
  get his idle hours
  to spew out this bubble web
  of hollowness?
  


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Her tired morning
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than anything you can
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Fedora 40

After 40 different versions what can one say about it anymore? It's installed in all my systems, a day earlier. There are a few minor issues, but no show stoppers.

I did some stuff with lvm to resize a root area. That took a very long time. It's on a machine that maybe just should be retired . . .


April 22, 2024
12:02 PM

Fedora Core 38 beta

Ya, I decided to load Fedora Core 38 Beta about a month ago, and this machine kept shutting down . . . I think I finally fixed it. Tomorrow is the big release day for the Fedora Core 38. My production workstation is still running FC37. I don't know if I'll jump right on it right away. . .

my server is still resetting, or maybe I have it fixed. I decided to just remove plasma-desktop, as I don't use it. The journals were giving all kinds of errors with that, and I think that might have been the issue, conflicting with the gdm that I do use. Worst case I'd just go to runlevel 3 but, as I said in another column, I don't really even know if anyone views these pages anyway.

My production box would upgrade but the dnf says it would downgrade grum and associated tools, and that's never a good thing to do. I'm just not going to do it! anyway I'll check tomorrow when the offical release is and probably do it then. If I'm in the mood.

So now I've run every version of Fedora serving this website! that's a long time.


April 17, 2023 8:28 PM EST

here is from a year ago:

Fedora Core 36 beta

It took some time to figure out how to defeat the new screensaver built in, but I was able to. It's the biggest downside to the new Gnome.

I set the keybindings to something I don't use, and then put in a custom keybinding to use the old tool.

There are other minor things that annoy too, like the restoration of a deleted file that I always have to delete again on every FC core upgrade. The file is name camera-shutte.oga. It's in /usr/share/sounds/freedesktop/stereo

1:12 AM EST 9 April, 2022

At the precipice of coding.

a mountain trail often has a place with a great view and a perilous fall if you wonder just a bit too far to one side of the trail. It's called a precipice. It's not a scary place. It's a safe place that one passes through.

OK, so I've done an update to FC34.

the biggest issue was . . . . drum roll . . .a lock up of gnome.

and if i clicked on the activities button I would need to reload (log out log back in).

I was able to run stuff without that, and thus determined a list of files that might need to be removed. I did as full reinstall of gnome as such:

dnf reinstall gnome

then I did a

dnf list installed |grep fc33

which gave me a list of files to consider uninstalling.

from that I got the following:

first odd issue:

sudo was not at first working! I had to install it! I kept the configuration file so I have my preferences still set up.

dnf install sudo                                                                                                                                                                          dnf reinstall gnome-*                                                                                                                                                                       dnf reinstall kde*                                                                                                                                                                          dnf reinstall NetworkManager*                                                                                                                                                               dnf remove gnome-screensaver                                                                                                                                                               dnf remove gnome-shell-extension-desktop-icons-20.04.0-2.fc33.noarch                                                                                                                       dnf remove xorg-x11-xkb-extras-7.7-33.fc33.x86_64                                                                                                                                          dnf remove compat-openssl10-1:1.0.2o-11.fc33.x86_64                                                                                                                                        dnf remove mozjs60-60.9.0-7.fc33.x86_64

there are still some fc33 packages, (I also looked for fc32 packages, anything older that was gnome)

sudo dnf list installed |grep fc33
biber.noarch                                         2.14-4.fc33                            @fedora               
gamin.x86_64                                         0.1.10-37.fc33                         @fedora               
libgta.x86_64                                        1.0.9-5.fc33                           @fedora

if removing a package also removed large numbers of other packages, I left it. For each of the few that I did remove, I always would make sure by reading what would happen before agreeing to the transaction.

now the gnome-shell is working and it doesn't lock up. So which of the packages that I removed made the difference? I am not sure.

and so after just a few short hours of install, I've got my system working in away that seems normal.

the new gnome shell moves the icons to the bottom of the screen.

I find gnome-shell to be annoyingly poppy at times. I tend to do things rapidly, and all the popping can be nauseating.

It is helpful to learn how to use dnf. I've found that the reverse history stuff works as long as you haven't made too many changes. It's a dicey, though, to try and go back to an older revision but I did it ONCE. Next time it didn't work out so well. AT that point it was installing dnf and yum from rpms.

and I had success. It's the kind of thing that when you know how to do it . . .

but there was one other trick that I needed and it was a scary way to reset a password and I did discover how to do it. I'm not sharing that one (barely remember) it's like these things exist in a nether, and it's best to . . . let the knowledge fade unless you need it. It's too scary to dwell in that space.

anyway, gnome shell is working. It's not flighty and hanging up. And all it took was to remove the old packages of gnome that might conflict with it. And now I can continue with my review.


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