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As much as we love someone, we ought to tell them when they are delusional. In the case of polls that go against a person, yes, there are people who are not loving our new president. So that's that. Deal with it. Don't say 'the bad polls are fake news'. The poll is news. It's real news. To say it is fake is inaccurate. It may be false. It's not necessarily correct in all it's aspect, it could be tainted, but it really is 'news'. Yes, it's a quality of news that we deprecate.

We need to be clear, some people are scared of what reformation of governance means? It means a constant and dedicated effort to always improve all aspects of governance, and also to let work well those parts (those parts?) that were already working, even if they are seemingly festering pools of nepotistic group think.

In the case of California, which demands to be a special case, we have a country that is dominated by some-urban-few who delude, yes, delude!, that they are doing the thinking for everyone within their domain. Maybe they haven't shagged around the block a few times, out in the Central Valley, or in those illustrious and luminous and luminescent foot hills of the Sierra. It's a vast region with multitudes of different places, along a long spine of gold-dust encrusted hillsides. But digging for that gold isn't what they do so much. They just let it filter into their hands. It's a low damage activity. Those places might not go along for the ride if 'California' decided to hike it of here (here being our wonderful Republic). Yes, Mr. Brown, they really are free. And you don't do their thinking.

40 million people are said to live in what we call 'California'. Much of them suffer, sad to say, what is called in anthropology, 'the delusion of central position'. And thus, how could anyone claim to know what they all want, what they all respect, who they cheer for. And as if they all think and act and sound the same, they do not. And really, it's anyone from anywhere who goes there and then says 'now I am, too, a Californian'. And suddenly do they get to think for everyone too? Of course not. Technology for group think does not exist. Consensus is often happy delusion of some few, who all charged up with self importance claim 'come one come all, we know you want it and here it is and now you agree that what we do works, and is wonderful, like a Disney Film. Who is going to say 'wow, this isn't so wonderful'. How California? But we all know the seedy narratives that those who would hope to co-opt that kind of group-glee-genre of . . . that feeling you get when you shoot up for the first time . . . I wouldn't know about that myself. I hope you don't either. But if that's your deal, then I'm not going to make it worse for you by . . . enforcing my point of view on you however . . . don't be around those who need you not be high when you are high. A rule that gets broken too much, and it's a criminal thing to be a caregiver, when somone needs care, and being too junked up to do it. Listen to me up on my pulpit.

A governor is a 'caregiver' for democracy and good government. Such a person ought to be committed to following the laws. We hear some things that do get enforced for the purposes of just keeping people safe, etc, that we really not to ought to want to have as a reason for poaching people from a citizen populations. We can all agree that these people are citizens. They just are not citizens of our country. And isn't it OK for us to say 'if you aren't a citizen than you have this to explain if you get . . . so to speak . . . popped. But we don't want friendly happy friend nation dude, with his good will, to be popped for being a stupid car ride idiot wiht his new honking mobile going 'dutt duuut do due doot doo due do' when officer Rusty needs to make his quota for the day (a grotesece parody of law enforcement , , , hurrrfffaaa, throat clearing sounds). So if he's Rogaciando from Chiapas we want a diff set of rules than for . . . some other guy from a different part of the world. And it ought to be fair, so we say, how is that fair? We like the guy from Mexico so we let him go on his way, but the guy from Fallucia, in hellholl-istan (as some might call it thinking that is osmehow cleaver or funny, doubtfull when you put it all through the telescope of reading factual news. Don't just read the news, read factual and authentic journalism.

So we make the argument 'tiss unfair to give all of our southern friends and neighbors a free pass, Western Hemispheric privilege, and right of passage'. And perhaps it is a little bit unfair. Not the kind of policy we need for long term? Too easy for our friends and keeping our enemies at bay? Why should it be easy for one group and not another? Who is it that gets to decide who the special guests should be? Clearly we all have an interest in allowing people to come and go as tourists and guests, when necessary, so what is this crazy (some say) idea of using . . . what some call discrimination, but what I'm sure is also seen as discernment, concerning people from parts of the world that, until just recently, were under full attack by various actors and agents of some cause driven . . . endeavor: the dame had a fondness for ethnically and societally named 'Springs', and used that as an excuse for constant overwhelming warfare against . . . anyone who was in their way? This writer isn't privy to the secret inner plans of the delusional world-leadership class, or those of that who may have crafted seemingly criminal endeavors and called it 'foreign policy' and run activities from foreign nations for the purposes of 'import/export' where the material had a declared value that was much less than stated, and had the classification of 'contraband'. You know what I'm talking about. More speculative conjectural nonsense. Fact: this war is still going on. Fact: our last regime was total ahoes to all the people in those parts and war-mongered very hard for a very long time under our banners and our titles and whacked a lot of hornets, and made a lot of trouble, and didn't play nice in a lot of cases, even, some say, and I won't repeat it hear, about who made it out and who didn't make it out and who was betrayed and . . . I won't channel that negative alternative conjecture because it's just too toxic to put it out there for others to misconceive even with my stock caveat that every thing you think you know about the world and politics is a kind of inner conjecture that seems to fit in to what you seem to be seeing in this wide world of ours. If you get your points of view from just websites and blog-snot (like this) then you ought to peak your head outside for a while and decide to free yourself from this delusive bubble that 'tech' tries to blow around us, and entrap us in (more fowl and unsubstantiated conjecture, but isn't that what conjecture often needs to be).

So the old world is having a time of reflection "why don't they love us. What did we do wrong. We believed everything we were told. We went along with all the best of intentions. We agreed to submit to that which they demanded. Why don't they lvoe us. We want to help the poor and the downtrodden. Oh, yes, please, donate to my charitable trust. Why don't you give me money anymore? Why have you stopped? Don't you love me anymore? Spare change?"

The old world is not a beggar. They don't need our charity anymore.

One world? What a delusion! If I look out tonight to the zodiac I can see at least 3 planets without trying too hard to find them. And each person has their own world, too, and maybe very many different realms of that, and all of these realms worlds of a kind, too. And it all works and lives within itself, everyone's worlds, for the most part, existing within the same space and time, a separate way to render their purpose in life, while they are breathing and walking around. Each person within their own purpose. And we like to think that these purposes have congruence, and we call such congruence 'commonality' or 'the world'. In fact there is not a guarantee of any such commonality or congruence about how people think and act and sound and behave.

So, yes, in one sense, there is the unity of all, the single universe. But if you think of 'world' as how we explain some aspect of 'the universe' then there are billions of worlds, all swirlled together. Some of them often go unnoticed. And no one has to agree that they see what you see, or want what you want, even if they did and you could know that they did, they might still disagree with you just to 'fun' with you (and fun it won't be for you) to 'get you going' to show you how your single purpose, which you delude is the central position of all (that delusion of cnetral position) you delude this crentrality and they 'f' with you to get you to start tearing down the wall of your delusions. And start letting the pudding of everything else seep into your starving lands and feed it off the wonders of everything and everyone else, who don't have your purpose. But they probably won't be opposed to much of it, if you get to know them. Interact without perscribing their 'world view'. Take a trip out of your own delusions, and maybe you won't ever go back to them. And there is the delusion, as well, that well known things, that are proven, might, as well, be a delusion. But worry not if you reject some good things for a while because things that are true will still be true, even if you fall into delusion and think that they aren't anymore. So rest. And free yourself from perscribing thought to the world. Get over yourself. Live in the now. stop type casting people and caseting them as demons in your street theatre dance-production (at the protest)

Oh, boy, automatic typing. I got to edit stuff sometimes. If people don't understand? They think I'm a blowtard? And given how mean some of the polemicists have been lately, and this pop-up mask dance riot deal that someone's producing (and that is not cool), it's a little bit scary. If you have a tiger by the tail, you are in great danger. There are some authentic causes, world wide, that fly under the banner of . . . and those people might be afraid right now that the direction of reformation of nepotistic ideological regressive policy towards the old-order 'usual suspects' might, instead, manifest in some other way. All the 'weathermen' of the world fear perhaps fear being outed.

I know nothing of ot except I once knew a fearful man who had . . . back in Chicago . . . and he didn't want to be called a Weatherman, though I didn't know it was a label of a certain type of partisan. He had regretted his days in that scene, and was hiding out, at the time, from what I am pretty sure now were just fearful delusions that someone was still somehow looking for him as a domestic terrorist. I kind of doubt it. That was 35 years ago, by now. And he was a harmless loving soul, anyway, and didn't want harm to come to anyone. and very dear, though eccentric and very odd (very odd, I guess that is kind of a judgment)

My point: if you involve yourself with violent people, and participate in their street-show rioting, you had better understand what fair warning is. This is fair warning: prosecutors don't write serious charges, and jury's don't convict for serious charges unless . . . a due process occurs. So they do take it seriously and if you involve yourself in riots, you will be part of that due process. And if you aren't, the guilt of what you have done will follow you around the rest of your days (maybe not the rest of your days) but very very many years, perhaps, until you mitigate the damage of what you did to someone else to appease your own conscience. Your humanity will cause you to regret the violence, and atone for it, and to make restitution. And if not, you probably will have a criminal bend and end up in prison anyway.

Prison isn't anywhere where anyone should end up . . . but it happens out of the necessity of enforcing the laws that matter. In the case of the immigrants who are here without a visa, then isn't it important that we note that they are breaking a law by being here? And if they are from a place with which this last regime put our good nation at war against their good nation, and the turse and the peace has not been reestablished, then we are delusional to think that eople form those parts are the same as some dude from Mexico come to see his abuelito for her ninteeth birthday. They are not equivalent.

In the case of Mexicans verses other people. Mexicans aren't ever really 'illegal' because we do have a neighborly relationship with them. And thus it ought to be OK that someone one California, for example, the Senate President of the California State Assembly, says that 50 % of his relatives are 'illegal'. He sounds like someone who can vouch for them. Should we not have a sane way to allow for the obvious: that some groups exist across the border and they ought to be able to pass back and forth freely, as long as it's being 'vouched' for, IE: they are our friends. How do we know that? How do we know that they are friendly? If we say 'well, we know that Mexicans are awesome, isn't that a diss on, say, Persians? We know that Persians are awesome. But Persians from Iran, we need to know why they are here, who they are visiting, who can 'vouch' for them. It's not too much to ask.

So special case people? It's not prefered, but it's a fact. And who are the special case people who should be given a visa? Anyone who are our friends. That includes some Iranians, and some Mexicans. Most all Mexicans. Most all Guatemalans. Most all of anyone.

Here is what I think is going on: some people are fearful because they don't want to be treated like we would treat those who we fear come here to do us harm. We know that Mexicans are here to work and do good for themselves and for us. So why worry that someone is going to see them as an existential threat like they do with the nation with which we were pitted and in a war stance opposed to them, from the last regime, who seemed to get everything wrong in the foriegn policy arena. We are still at war with most of those places. A prudent peace can be achieved. And those who fear that we are being invade? Maybe they have information that you don't have. Maybe you have information that they don't have.

Just how serious is the threat? Those opposed to the new Presidents temporary vetting do not have all of the information. We don't get the briefings. So we don't know the threats.

The swarm of righteous indignation riled up by heedless remote-warfare from various corners does present a problem because even though we don't want to keep those policies going with our new reformation of governance, and a reassessment of the bad-deals that self-dealing old-regime people brokered, we are in a state of war. Or we are in state of denial. I tend to think that it is the first. And that being so, the Commander in Chief ought to be heeded. Heeded by courts and by governors.

What about the legitimate concerns of the California friends of the Latinos? Friends of . . . Iranians, Friends of Latinos. Both are large in Los Angeles. The solution? I do not know it. But it ought to not include California becoming a separate country. Instead it ought to recognize who are friends and family and have a reason to be here for that. The friends ought to be able to come. If they can stay? That's not up to me but should be left to a rational policy crafted by legitimate legislative processes, not through the bullying of executive order, or rouge anti-constitutionalists like those of that last regime.

The excuse of 'it is for National Security' ought not be used to institute a tyranny. The pop-up protests don't actually mention any actual tyranny. They are protests against imaginary tyranny. The protesters expend their energies on protesting nothing. And if anything then needs really to be protested? Who will believe these people then? They are already incredulous now, like the characters of a bad play.

But it really is for National Security that we need a sane border policy. The hyperbole of a wall might manifest as intelligent gantries. But a wall is a way to also create wildlife zones, which is always a good thing to do for conservation.

The ones who will benefit most from a new sane gantrying of entry are those who would otherwise be victims of the trafficking that is current now. And thus there will be far fewer bodies found in shallow unmarked graves, and people found dead in the desert on the journey north. That is the hope. And any resolution of the social upheaval in the border region due to problems in the street trade. All astute readers know I'm talking about the current drug cartel wars that have been going on for far too long.


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in this column Truck-u-later steps in deeper . . .

well most news was about the raid a few weeks ago, I read up on what I could find.

I read up on it but I didn't try to spend too much time dwelling on it.

I wrote some things. But I can only observe these things. I wish not to be seen as being one who understands what it going on in the world these days. I try to learn what happens and try less to 'splain about the peeps involved. That whole 'It's them!' finger pointing is bogus and discordant to an eccumenical and open hearth world view.

And those who seek to live within a meta where they rule the world as a cartoon avatar persona . . . and do their pyramid scheme money-thang and their virtuality as if it's real . . . They do as they will and I have no say over their futures. So why do they pretend to have a say over mine?

The answer is: that if they live within a meta, then their rules are for them there. Outside of that, in the real world, those of us who aren't crazy with self-entitled ideation, and wealth beyond measure that enables us to put the equipment on, and all of it's tethering and attachments and live within that matrix world . . . all of us who do not wish to join them in what seems to be a depraved cult of wish fulfillment cooupled with a magical point of view about the fate of peoples and persons . . . all of us who have not gone crazy like that . . . you can't really expect us to let you carry on and try to rule us from within your cage of technology?

video gaming morphed into 'meta world creation' because the games were too depraved that had the cool world layouts that people like. The puzzles one loves to solve, and the cool graphics that one wants to see were those times interspersed with simulated acting out of depraved behaviors, like having to kill all the other characters in the scene before one moves on to the next level.

So at some point you trained yourself to not do it, to click through the depravity as if it's not there, and maybe miss a creepy backstory. I gave up playing those kinds of games, and I still ike to watch old replays, but I fast forward through the gun fight parts, the ghouls who hound Lara Croft in the end levels of, say Tomb Raider aniversary are tiresome and almost designed to make the players hate this kind of depravity in a game, as if the writers are telling their funders ;Really, a kill anything that seems alive simulation? Like clones could never be born without a need to kill everything else in the proximity from where it emerged? Well, we all know what happend to the Lora Croft franchise, and most video games.

But the graphics can be compelling and fun, so people still get some enjoyment out of it.

And those who think that they can rule from within a meta? they have the persona of the villianous ancient ghoul who haunts Laura through out here travels. Watch a walk through of tomb Raider Aniversary. Feel free to fast forward through the psychopathic parts. But do listen to the banter and the dialog. Spoiler alert: Laura has a lot of soul searching to do.

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sometimes you just need to remove kruft.

Politics never ends but sometimes it's better to remain mute. Mostly when there is nothing needing or wanting to be said.


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you made it up.

thankfully true.

We move along. We keep doing for ourselves. We survive. We don't let the world define who and what we are, or how we feel, or what any of this really means.

And if they have bad humor, and will not forgive they will hate you then.


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story they leave you 
alone after all of that


They dont' always leave you alone. It seems they still sometimes want to connect to try to draw that cray cray narrative out one more time. And you have to explain that, no, sorry, this is a bit. You caught me while I was writing a character, that's not me. I am using tht as a dialog in a paly that I'm having my character write inside of his narrative, he's writing his own play about a guy writing a play.

It's like he feeds on it, I get bothered that he lets me go on with it.




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August Tomatoes

In the back yard!

It's August. People are harvasting their tomatoes. Other people don't have any tomatoes. The chipmunks will eat every single one while it's still very tiny. You need a fortified and fenced in garden.

9:12 AM EST
Thursday
Aug 29, 2022

Greetings from tree shaded yard!

 Praise
     The
    Lord
for insight
   given!

Praise the Lord for insight given!



Fix your self and the world gets fixed around you


as an example . . . I have tried to do some introspective things as I come into awareness of my own flaws, and recognize the way I act and correct my self and make a better narrative for myself and for others.




you raise me up
from far away
when a memory
of you
lifts me!



Somethings never change
nothing need stay the same
ah, but on a website
the constant change
 is kind-of the point . . . 

change without continuity and tradition is often very hard to manage for those thrust into it. And thus the frame of things gives a place for the change to happen. If you violate that idea then you are coming up with something completely different and maybe no one will want to see your new idea, or use your great, new venue, because it's too far out, and very far away from what they currently care about. It's a nether or a meta and it's merely for a lark? Or does it become the next big thing? As fun as graphics are (CGI) and animation, and making a world to fly around in (like minetest, which is easy when you learn how) ultimately such a meta is a hollow place. It's a distraction during the season of gaming. It allows one to brush up on geometry and math, and architectural design, it gives people training in computer languages, it allows someone to make some graphical ideas, and pass a few hours of time every few days or so . . .

To live within such a realm really isn't possible.

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Poem Shards

just who reads, who writes these poems?
off a mountain road the poet roams
but only in a poem.

Realizing that the empty 
is empty
and not needing anything there.

just who shows up and for what?
I'm lonely or am alone or what does it matter?
driving off towards the nothing
walking along the nowhere path
up high
sure, it's a pretty view
but seen it, done it, jaded, back to the air port
he flew
his fantasy of happy vacation was through.


The deep snow.

The deep snow. She doesn't know how deep. She didn't think about it. Depth of snow no one know in rills and hollows where you shouldn't go when the storm is fierce and the night is cold even you shouldn't be so bold. poem is from 2012 short story titled Blizzard Baby The morning light is hued in cold awareness. Warming in the sun the bunny explores the snow covered lawn. The tracks melt by mid morning. Bunny doesn't know what the song means, anyway. This giant bubble that we call awareness? How could it have been formed? Seemingly hollow, it's filled up with you reading this and wondering where does this idle poet get his idle hours to spew out this bubble web of hollowness? 🚦 🚧 🚨 🚩 🚪 🚫 🚬 🚭 🚮 🚯 🚰 🚱 🚲 🌛 🌑 🌒 🌓 🌔 🌕 🌖 🌗 🌘 🌙 🌚 🌛 🌜 🌝. 🚤 🚥 sometimes there is beauty within the fragments . . . 🌜🌜🌜🌝🌛🌛🌛 Sprongg . . . onng . . . ongg ga Her tired morning seems more like poetry than anything you can find on a blog. Bark Bark. Bark Bark. Tree Bark Bark. Bark Bark. Dog 🌑 🌒 🌓 🌔 🌕 🌖 🌗 🌘 🌙 🌚 🌛 🌜 🌝. 🚤 🚥 Woof and woe🌝 🌑 🌒 🌓 🌔 🌕 🌖 🌗 🌘 🌙 🌚 🌛 🌜 🌝. 🚤 🚥 Space Ship snowman floats off towards Billy Perilli, writer of all of the things on this blog. 🌜🌜🌜🌝🌛🌛🌛

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Coders Edge

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Fedora 40

After 40 different versions what can one say about it anymore? It's installed in all my systems, a day earlier. There are a few minor issues, but no show stoppers.

I did some stuff with lvm to resize a root area. That took a very long time. It's on a machine that maybe just should be retired . . .


April 22, 2024
12:02 PM

Fedora Core 38 beta

Ya, I decided to load Fedora Core 38 Beta about a month ago, and this machine kept shutting down . . . I think I finally fixed it. Tomorrow is the big release day for the Fedora Core 38. My production workstation is still running FC37. I don't know if I'll jump right on it right away. . .

my server is still resetting, or maybe I have it fixed. I decided to just remove plasma-desktop, as I don't use it. The journals were giving all kinds of errors with that, and I think that might have been the issue, conflicting with the gdm that I do use. Worst case I'd just go to runlevel 3 but, as I said in another column, I don't really even know if anyone views these pages anyway.

My production box would upgrade but the dnf says it would downgrade grum and associated tools, and that's never a good thing to do. I'm just not going to do it! anyway I'll check tomorrow when the offical release is and probably do it then. If I'm in the mood.

So now I've run every version of Fedora serving this website! that's a long time.


April 17, 2023 8:28 PM EST


here is from a year ago:

Fedora Core 36 beta

It took some time to figure out how to defeat the new screensaver built in, but I was able to. It's the biggest downside to the new Gnome.

I set the keybindings to something I don't use, and then put in a custom keybinding to use the old tool.

There are other minor things that annoy too, like the restoration of a deleted file that I always have to delete again on every FC core upgrade. The file is name camera-shutte.oga. It's in /usr/share/sounds/freedesktop/stereo

1:12 AM EST 9 April, 2022 

At the precipice of coding.

a mountain trail often has a place with a great view and a perilous fall if you wonder just a bit too far to one side of the trail. It's called a precipice. It's not a scary place. It's a safe place that one passes through.


OK, so I've done an update to FC34.

the biggest issue was . . . . drum roll . . .a lock up of gnome.

and if i clicked on the activities button I would need to reload (log out log back in).

I was able to run stuff without that, and thus determined a list of files that might need to be removed. I did as full reinstall of gnome as such:

dnf reinstall gnome

then I did a

dnf list installed |grep fc33

which gave me a list of files to consider uninstalling.

from that I got the following:

first odd issue:

sudo was not at first working! I had to install it! I kept the configuration file so I have my preferences still set up.

dnf install sudo                                                                                                                                                                          dnf reinstall gnome-*                                                                                                                                                                       dnf reinstall kde*                                                                                                                                                                          dnf reinstall NetworkManager*                                                                                                                                                               dnf remove gnome-screensaver                                                                                                                                                               dnf remove gnome-shell-extension-desktop-icons-20.04.0-2.fc33.noarch                                                                                                                       dnf remove xorg-x11-xkb-extras-7.7-33.fc33.x86_64                                                                                                                                          dnf remove compat-openssl10-1:1.0.2o-11.fc33.x86_64                                                                                                                                        dnf remove mozjs60-60.9.0-7.fc33.x86_64                             

there are still some fc33 packages, (I also looked for fc32 packages, anything older that was gnome)

sudo dnf list installed |grep fc33
biber.noarch                                         2.14-4.fc33                            @fedora               
gamin.x86_64                                         0.1.10-37.fc33                         @fedora               
libgta.x86_64                                        1.0.9-5.fc33                           @fedora 

if removing a package also removed large numbers of other packages, I left it. For each of the few that I did remove, I always would make sure by reading what would happen before agreeing to the transaction.

now the gnome-shell is working and it doesn't lock up. So which of the packages that I removed made the difference? I am not sure.

and so after just a few short hours of install, I've got my system working in away that seems normal.

the new gnome shell moves the icons to the bottom of the screen.

I find gnome-shell to be annoyingly poppy at times. I tend to do things rapidly, and all the popping can be nauseating.

It is helpful to learn how to use dnf. I've found that the reverse history stuff works as long as you haven't made too many changes. It's a dicey, though, to try and go back to an older revision but I did it ONCE. Next time it didn't work out so well. AT that point it was installing dnf and yum from rpms.

and I had success. It's the kind of thing that when you know how to do it . . .

but there was one other trick that I needed and it was a scary way to reset a password and I did discover how to do it. I'm not sharing that one (barely remember) it's like these things exist in a nether, and it's best to . . . let the knowledge fade unless you need it. It's too scary to dwell in that space.

anyway, gnome shell is working. It's not flighty and hanging up. And all it took was to remove the old packages of gnome that might conflict with it. And now I can continue with my review.


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