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Epstein Suicided!

"These are People who died, died"

Jefferey Epstein, formally friends of very famous people, who all seem to have abandoned him upon his rearrest over child-rape allegations, was (supppoooossseedddleee) found hanging, and dead, in his cell (on Ricker's Island?) where he was awaiting trial. So he's dead.

Can we say a prayer for him? Can anyone? Knowing things about him? how would it go? Just a general entreat for the dead to find peace and rest? Is anyone praying for that man?



8ch.net

ping 8ch.net finally gives a response!

Was it Sunday night? or Monday Night? The site was deplatformed, really it was an assassination attempt against the free speech that the site provides.

Aug 8, 2019



Unexpected Hydrangia

I found an Unexpected Hydrangia, the tall and awesome kind, growing in a place where I don't really want it to be. It was a 'volunteer' I was going to mow it over eventually, but then I noticed the flowers . . .

This type, if you plant it at a fringe and leave it alone, will get very tall. I have one in my yard that is 35 feet tall and it grows from an ancient trunk. Every year it produces a canopy. These plants are similar to the ones that you see laying on people's lawns. But the variety that I have are the kind that form ancient shrubs if you just let them grow.

It needs a place with a lot of water, so my yard qualifies. and it needs sun to do well, but it will survive without it. I know this because I have two (now three) and the other one is in the same line as the first and it probably formed a boundry hedge once (in the long ago) but was overshadowed by a spruce tree and had branches hanging on topof it. I cut down the branches and that other hydrangia took off! So all three are blooming now. The new one is still small, and just a few blooms.





I can't stop the way I feel
is it true or is it real?
I swoon and swet and play the fool
for someone who is so uncool!
 
July 30, 2019


when you get to know pepole
who you never know
you have to get to a point
where you let it go.

they were there
you didn't know them
the light went on
and then it showed them
at work in a fury
behind the scenes
keeping real
with in the dreams.


Summertime.

People move around in the summer.

Window on the world. I do most of my writing in response to posts these days, it doesn't show up here. None of that is ever here.

Praise the Lord!

Praise the Lord

for his unfailing love!


Jambience



How do we get lost like that?

It's hard to face the reality of feelings sometimes. People don't understand the wonderful effect that they often have. the effect becomes less wonderful if they abuse your affections. Sadly that's the story often.




Praise the Lord!

Work on what has been spoiled. But what about those who pretend that there isn't a problem?

some
content gets wicked stale and needs to be
modified or deleted!

And a stadium sized fuel-cell bubble-house that floats off towards New Brunswick.

And a New Brunswick sized fuel-cell bubble-house that floats off towards a distant galaxy of light.






He'd be tthat kind of friend that
when he's done with you it'll be brutal
you'll find your tires slashed
it won't end well for you.

after he sobers he'll come begging back over
I am passionite, he'll say
I need a break, can't you forgive me

maybe after some growth?
when he shows you that he's really changed?
and he does away with the guile and the lies
and the intentionally false narrative just for clicks
and grows up finally stops being 20 starts being 32
lets go of fallacies and bunk spiritualism
and starts hearing and seeing
scales fall from his eyes.
ears unclog.









outside of time
where none of this is even real
he pauses for a while
but since there is no time
no one ever knew how long it was.

  
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 inside an unexpected forest
 he didn't want to remain lost forever
 maybe he needed to wait for all the leaves
 to drop right off of them
 and then he'd see the moonglow, starglow
 through the trees,
 a forever of eternity.
 
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In Wicked Need of an Edit

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Political and Media Inanity
by Truck-u-later

Truck-u-later

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in this column Truck-u-later steps in deeper . . .

It's not that I've got nothing to say, It's just that I don't get here often..

July 30, 2019


Tell us
how
you really feel



a running headline:

Still Trump wins bigly!



蠱 work on what has been spoiled

Revelations that are too much information. How does one organize a life time of stuff that, once you die, is just going to be brought to the recycle? What does one do to gain relevance in middle age when the world basically passes over most people. Many are already dead? What is the point of going on?

Certainly not to just leave someone with a maudlin text. Overcoming addictions? You don't need to read my bullshit. Cheer up! Life does go on.

How does one forgive and forget? How does one stop drinking? How does one make their space less a mess? How does one protect themself from obsessive whatever?

Not with a negative put-down vibe, that is for sure. Pick it up, make it better. Spontaneity.

The object of his obsession

doesn't deserve the blow-back

the bad break up with someone who you were never really friends with in the first place. First he was too over the top and now he's too far in the other direction. Who is it really that needs to modify? the one who gets obsessed like that.

The dangers of unexploded ego

The fame-seeker projects his own anger about himself onto someone who used to be the object of his obsession. The person does not look at himself as obsessed, but instead blames someone he doesn't even really know for his obsessive behaviors. The fame-seeker blames the object of his obsession for the problem of fame-seeker having this obsession and instead of getting mad at himself gets mad at the object of his obsession, when, in fact, they don't even know each other and have never even met.


8ch is deplatformed?

a bump in the road? quick to find a new host?

8ch is shutdown. After being attacked for months and months. Most posts were then just shills. gone. never to return?

Jim Watkins made a statement on Twitter.

"8ch is a blank piece of paper" - Jim Watkins

yes , it is. But the people who don't like that kind of a forum tried to run everyone else out of it. Let's see how long there is a hiatis.

Aug 6, 2019



tell us how you really feel . . . . . . well . . . Truck-you-later!


I speak
but there is no one there.
I know that there is no one there.
I'm not really talking to myself
but I know that I'm not talking to anybody else.


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   the        the        the
   Lord       Lord       Lord
  for his    for his    for his
 unfailing  unfailing  unfailing
   love!      love!      love!



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