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aide for a falling soul

broken tree in dream

If through shame the voice of poems does leave me I lay in my bed and lament how my loving you can never be enough to satisfy the inadequacies of being such a retched failure in the eyes of men and of God. I go deep within it, that slumber of inaction where shame beats you at the face with it's broken tree dreams of failure, things that could be if I don't smarten the F_k up right away . . . let's go! So I drive to the sky where the wind meets the stone I fall towards the Heavens with the rain all alone I rise in my mind as I fall in my deeds but halt just above the entangling weeds. And when I awake that tree, that broken tree from the dream is not broken. I am not fallen any farther than I needed to in order to land with my feet on the ground El Capitan. Copyright 2010

Cliffs at Yosemite

El Capitan is not broken and does not need to be fixed. Fortunatly cliffs can not be burned down. And there are no quarries in Yosemite. The trees, however, will burn. Here are some burned trees in Yosemite: Burned Trees in Yosemite, May, 2010. Copyright 2010

Burned Trees at Yosemite

A prayer for upliftment of soul There may be shame but there is also forgiveness. I am heartfully sorry for my inadequate behavior. I will try to be better. Give me strength, Lord, to succeed-at in the future from what I have failed-at in the past. Make me a better man ; ) An EMO poem: OMG I am fully sarr E for 1/2ing offended U I confess for all my snark and meanness and do hope for Ur forgivenesses amen OK, maybe not so EMO. EMO is one of those new things that when you first hear about it and you hear the description of an EMO girl it is like OMG they've got a name for that kind of person. It's just so F in funny.

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