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#Release the Memo

hashtag: release the memo!

The expectation is there. But will the shoe drop? Will the shoe drop? Will congress vote to drop the shoe?

If you leave it to them, what can you expect? how about hashtag "not you, too!" People say that information is soon to be available. Congressman Geatz says that it will rock the political world if the document is released. Oh, what can it be?

Hannity quotes about some saying 'Abuse of power' and coments like 'shreding our 4th ammendment rights' and 'Bigger than Watergate'. 'Abuse of the powerful tools of intellegence'

Hannity says that . . . bought and paid for the dossier! The Dossier was a pulp product, a fiction. And they even have a borris and natasha in the FBI. And that mueller 'should never have been appointed'. At the 'heart and soul' and center of it all.

heart and soul? 'lonesome human'?

it's kind of a reverse insurance policy. It's not saying you get thise if you die (your family gets it). It's the kind where if you don't die . . .

Lisa Paige. Going to the FISA court. Wow.

Word bombs today!

Release the Hounds! Hounds? Release the memo.

It doesn't matter, people know what the memo says. It's going to be released. They ought to let the shoe fall.

Red or Blue or Purple

I'm not a fan of the 'red' 'blue' pill thing as an idiom for coming into knowledge. Probably because I do a lot of graphiscs and I don't like assoicating colors with such abstractions as knowledge, or gnosis. I donm't like saying blue/red for dem/rep. I don't think that using 'white' and 'black' is that bad but we aren't really using a color. If you use the color, then I'm maybe not liking it.

The point of all of this, and the release the memo thing, is that the government is not to be allowed to be a private property. We can handle the bad news, by now, that has gotten Congressman Gaetz upset.

Metaphysical and Psuedospirtual explanations

I was a big fan of Carlos Castenada when I was a lad of 20 or so. I did enjoy. (you were not a lad at 20!). OK. But I did also like Issac Azimov, who alos wrote fiction. I say 'also wrote', because to put it into awareness pills allgory, it's a blue, or easy explanation: it's really a fiction. But if Carlos were not a fiction, how would the world be able to handle that? And if you know you know and you keep your mouth shut because you understand that the ones who do do, an dthe ones who are against them know too, and if they do you don't they have you can't they put up obsticles. They don't care what you think they just want to rule you.

So the psuedo spiritual explanations, with their lumerious rambling, having met a real space alien (they said) they could see it in each other and then. OK, it's a great fiction. But you can't think it's true. If there really are space aliens running our ogvernmost, you know that the majority of the people have to think that is a fiction (it is) and that it is not true (it can't be true, can it?)

Here it is with that kind of thred: it's just too much. It's not true, but you see it that way. Or is it? but that's the fiction too, that you can't know. You really do. YOu either do or you do not know about these things, and have already spent a lot of time and a long time learning about it but it isn't information that is for general consumption, if you believe it's true.

So the fiction of the blue-pilll is presented as a red-pill. But it's not truth it's a fiction.

It's either real or it isn't. If you know you don't need to say. Anyone who wants to know what you think about these things doesn't deserve an answer.

My Point: the genre we need to use is like what Hunter Thompson did. We have to not be mean by freaking people out with red pill stuff. And please, if they think it's a blue-pill, then let them think that. So if they say you're narrative is a good-fiction, what they call 'Cue-porn', then let them think that. Meanwhile, in the background there are these big-head fools being perp-marched behind them, while they are there chantig the hate, the perp walk is happening right behind them, but they can't see it because they look away 'na na na na' can't handle the truth.

By the end of the day will we have these memos released?

Be kind and don't dose anyone with scary pills, blue or red.



But what is really happening? In the wider world? I read varius thing, and hear things in video clips. Some of these are not wide in their distribution. I do a search on Q anon, and it leads me into a lot of different information, and various people with the hyperverbose quality who really do want the septic situation to be contained and cleaned.

No ya don't know

No ya can't say

Weeee Rea ee ee ee ee ee ee


  Sunset Blue,
  and the sound of the rain . . .
  
  Sunset Comes
  and he's starting to play.
  The bar room luls to hear what he's going to say.
  The room is roused
  He has started to sing.
  If you look at his hand
  he's missing his ring.
  
  no ya don know
  no, ya can't say
  you . . . .
  had better let the man just play
  He's not having a good day.
  
  Sunset falls
  he's starting to cry
  those up  close and by him
  just can't fathom why.
  
  He's waailing out
  the most mornful of songs
  the crowds too stunned,
  and no one sings along.
  The music crescendos
  it's starting to rain
  everyone around him is
  feeling his pain
  And they worry, wonder
  and don't know why
  they want to make him glad again,
  he's that kind of guy
  that you feel so strong for him
  even though you don't even know
  how he's come to be like this,
  the rain
  turns to snow.
  
  No ya don't know
  ya, you can't say
  you
  had better gather your mittens
  and be on your way.
  The mountain road is slippery,
  you're starting to slide
  you sideswipe a snow bank in four wheel drive.
  The gorge bridge is so slick
  that you're starting to spin
  how is it that this song goes, with you
  starting to win?
  
  
  
  well, the story is how 
  Sunset lost his ballance
  and fell over the edge of the 
  railing and down into the gorge and
  used his guitar case like a sled
  and even though
  they all thought that he died,
  he didn't.
  And he did not try to do it, 
  it just happened like that.
  And that is the story that
  he sings 
  in his newest song
  which he performed in
  Tennesee,
  of, come on,
  it could be
  but 
  this is just a story
  so
  
  ya don't know
  and you can't say
  but in a happy story
  the guitarist gets away
  safe and free
  and living
  for all to see
  
  
  Sunset comes
  and it's starting to snow.
  The skiers and their headlights
  are starting to go.
  Sunset playss
  and they all sing along
  by now the words are perfected 
  and they love his song.
  
  But you don't know
  and you can't say
  you . . . . .
  should hold your thoughts
  for another day
  
  The light, it grows low
  the trees shine in ridge-glow
  you . . . 
  should tuck in now and sleep through the snow
  hold your questions
  for another day
  this one is ending
  and Sunset
  is safe,
  and on his way.
  
  
  
     ๐Ÿš™

Q anon

It's either a great hoax, crafted by masters of commentary and political science fiction (poly-sci-fi), or it's a comm-channel.

No matter what:

Love People

Jan 5, 2018
 

cue the record:
Storm is coming . . .



 
 
Onward into the storied evening!  
   
   



Sean!

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Love
People!

    
    
๐Ÿ–morning
clover๐Ÿ–


these can get you banned from school?!:
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spinfont unicode-isms
๐Ÿ€ Praise God! ๐Ÿ€
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๐ŸŽ  
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๐Ÿ”จ๐Ÿ”จ 
๐Ÿ€ Praise God! ๐Ÿ€

Oh the wish of dreaming songs
that all can sing along
even those out of tune
howling as they swoon.

Oh this hard fact
of buzz kill
stories
the week before.
Take note of that sarrow
nothing more.

You didn't cause it
so why feel so blue?
And is there anything really
that you could do?

Just to post these lamoid
draft poems, so chilly
on my unread front page
posted by billy
whose always been inclined
to run on in his mind
and produce content that is silly.

Ah, silly billy,
willy nilly
oh so silly.


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 A hard hearted Rosta.
 A full plate of pasta.
 Everybody knows
 you can never make a 
 girl like that
 happy.
 
 On a brighter day
 everybody goes
 to the high pier
 at the fifty mile beach
And I know
She doesn't look you in the eye
and when she she says bye-bye
she means
by
and by
and buy
uhn't ah
ya huh huh
till all the moneys gone and I knjow

You can't ever make a girl like her
happy
so why should you even try
because if she has you in your sights
she might just be wishing that you'd . . . 
die.

nuht uh
uh ha
nuht uh
uh ha

in the bigger world
everyone says
if you want two 
then why not just take two?
But if she's watching everything you do?
all the hopes that you pursue
and causeing harms that might acrue
if you dwell
in that hell

nuht uh
uh ha
uh ha 
uh ha ha ha ha haa

nuht uh
uh ha
uh ha
uh ha ha ha ha haa

Everybody says
you can't
ever make a girl like her
happy
It's a brighter day
and you're driving a way
she had nothing left to say

nuht uh
uh ha
uh ha
uh ha ha ha ha ha haaa

If you want to
then you don't you just do?

If you want two
why don't you just take two?

 This the part
 where she's breaking your heart.
 
 How can you stop
 when you don't ever start?

 
 I know
 the things you keep in side
 you've been shutting up your mind
 the one's you left behind.
 I heard
 the songs you sing when you are blue
 you make the words sappy gew
 like you don't know what to do.
 
 
 
 If you'd just
 write your songs
 to be for everyone.
 Stop 
 making villains
 of who you don't know.
 You see it all in the dark
 and you write and tune
 and then on a lark
 you put some crappy words
 that actually are absurd
 if you think of what you say
 when you're lonely to convey
 that I don't really know
 what you are rattling on.
 Can't you think
 of better words
 for your rage-head
 anthum song?
 
 
 
 
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โฒโฑโฐ๐Ÿšฃ๐Ÿšฃโฒโฑโฐ๐Ÿšฃ๐Ÿšฃโฒโฑโฐ๐Ÿšฃ๐Ÿšฃ



nothing
nothing
you don't know anything
I can't take you anywhere
you don't kjnow nothing
and I
don't know
why
with that look
in your eye
that you're starting 
to cry
your just a little
baby guy.

Nothing
nothing
don't you know anything?
I cna't take you anywhere
you don't know nothing.
And I don't know why
with that look in her eye
that I was starting to cry
but the video didn't lie.

I ain't never gonna be
anything more
than what I'll already become
and if you thinking what you hope for
what you left behind
no make up your mind
what did you really find?
Cause I don't know that it's dumb.

If you're thinking about it
and you're talking about it
you had the whole day long
to do something about it.
And I don't know why
you've been screaming and shouting
and I don't even know what you mean.

If you don't love me
then I could walk down along the sea
in the blizzard
with the wind and the flooding flow.
I'll walk off along the shore
you won't see me back here anymore
Getting on my boots and I'm going to go.

If you're thinking about it
and you're talking about it
you had the whole day long
to do something about it
and I don't know why
you've been screaming and shouting
and I don't even know what you mean.

If you don't love me
I could walk down along the sea
and you'd would see
that you don't really want me 
to go.
But you opened up that door
you said "Don't come around here no more!
Now off with you
into
the blizzards and hightide flow"

If you're thinking about it 
and you're talking about it
had the whole day long 
to do something about it
and I don't know why
you are screaming and shouting
and now you say I must go?

Ah
ha ha haaa
ha haa ha haa ha
haa 
ha ha ha
ha
ha ha ha ha
due do do doom doom doom
da de dippity doom
and the dunes
are flooded with
snow.

ah ha ha Haa
ha ha
ha ha
ha ha ha ha
have you told your lover to go?
And did he take you at your word
as rediculous and as absurd
and wonder off
into the blizzards of snow?



You look to me
like you've been trying too hard
like life's been dealing you a crooked card
Or you've been freaking out
locked out of your car
and then you wondered down the midnight highway really far.

And I don't know
which way
the wind will blow
I thought we'd worked out
yesterdasy
you look at me and have nothing to say.

You look to me like you've been running to fast
like life has bowled you over
and kncoked you on your ass
or you've gotten bloated and are all full of gas . . .
or worrying about a fantasy past.

I don't know
which way the wind will blow
I thought we'd worked it out yesterday.
You look at me and you've got nothing to say . . .

๐Ÿ–


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Here is today's pretty poem:


  

As nice as you are at the door of the pharmacy,
or in the hall way in the public building
where everyone sees who you are,
why can't you be that way on the on-ramp?
Or at the merge?
Or when people aren't paying attention
and you can see it?


    
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๐Ÿ–๐Ÿ–‘ ๐Ÿ–‘๐Ÿ–
 โ™ฅโ™ฅ?
Blathertational


 ๐Ÿ–๐Ÿ–‘
๐Ÿ–‘๐Ÿ–


glossary of what's next

โ™ฅโ™ฅ? :

Be nice to yourself and others. What other choice?

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What we have done
What we have failed to do.

Wake up!

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wake up Praise and love โ™ฅโ™ฅ the Lord!! โ™ฅโ™ฅ ยฉ 2012 APC.

โ™ฅโ™ฅ Praise โ™ฅโ™ฅ the โ™ฅโ™ฅ Lord โ™ฅโ™ฅ !!

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July

July Fourth

Bright Sun in the early morning. Wakes me up just at the dawn. Rabbits feast on the tender flowers. That I planted on my lawn. And the neighbors cat trying to pounce, tumbles over. Runs away. The rabbits are really scared and all run away.


July 4, 2017


Dead man.
It's you, and Death is there to take you on to Glory. 
Honking Gershwin-like arpeggios from the steam horn of his hot rod
spitting flames in bardo
for you.

Painted flames on the size.
It's a four door model of your favorite car
from 1967
and that blue color you love, like midnight
driven by your favorite great uncle
who always loved you and died too young.

Or is it black, midnight flames of orange.
someone beckoning 
"this way, over here."
Don't be destracted.
Don't be disillusioned.



know it all will tell ya . . .

and he probably won't shut up about it . . .

end of rambles for now . . . 
and always in need of an edit.

June 6, 2017















 
 Political moshing ought always be in mock!
 


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Oh tiny font nonsense,
just because your letters are smaller
doesn't mean you have some alternative importance.

  Praise     Praise     Praise
   the        the        the
   Lord       Lord       Lord!
  for    because    
 Easter  He's so awesome! 
  welcome to The Message Column!

      ๐Ÿ–โ™ฅโ™ฅLoveโ™ฅโ™ฅ๐Ÿ–‘
      โ™ฅโ™ฅ๐Ÿ–‘Cops๐Ÿ–โ™ฅโ™ฅ

      

Is it obvious parody or News or both?

 
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๐Ÿ–โ™ฅโ™ฅLoveโ™ฅโ™ฅ๐Ÿ–‘
โ™ฅโ™ฅ๐Ÿ–‘Cops๐Ÿ–โ™ฅโ™ฅ

      

     
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here is a fresh link, a new path to some older content:
   photo pile!
   
 


 
 a sane backup strategy includes . . . 
 
   
Suns gone
don't follow me
Spring falls 
like rain.

If you don't wait for me
I'll never wait for you again.
I'll never wait for you again.
I'll never wait for you again.

All of those dreams I had last Summer
they fade fade fade
with the rain
All of those times I tried to reach out to you
you always act like i'm insane
I'll never wait for you again.

Again
and again
I wait for you 
in the morning
I dream you'll come
to see me
buy you never ever ever
come again.

Again and again
you never ever ever come again.

All of those dreams I had in Summer
they did
fade fade fade
with the rain
All of those times I tried to talk to you
you always acted like I'm insane
I'll never wait for you again
I'll never wait for you again

Again 
and again
I dream
you come
to see me
I dream that
we are walking
down the long and storied lane
and you'll always come again



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Political and Media Inanity

Kafka wrote comedy. Orwell was a pessimist. Depends who you ask.

Imagine if they both could have lived and made it to Los Angeles, post war, and been collaborators on writing romantic screwball comedies for Hollywood. If we search IMDB for movies written by Kafka, or by Orwell, will we find one? I kind of doubt it.

by Truck-u-later

Truck-u-later

in this column Truck-u-later steps in deeper . . .

Stop tweeting already.

Mr Trump: your 'base' stopped listening to the New York Times, CNN, Time Mag and all of the corrupt voices of political opportunism a very long time ago.

Please stop with this battle. It puts you at their level.

There are sane voices on the left. They have ideas that might work for some things. Try to listen to them instead.

OK, I dare to speak to you as if you read this. If you swim in fetid waters, you might have a choloric reaction. When you back-at-cha meanness to those who lie for a living, you are swiming in the same sewar which they do.

There are sane and rational people of ideas, on both the left and the right. Please, as our president, engage with them. Mud Wrestling is fun in some sense if you like that. But you weren't put in office to be a put-down commedian, though you are amoung the best at that if someone 'gets' your sense of humor.

In many ways politics ought to be humorless. Too often a joke that goes bad can result in a major 'affair' or diplomatic kerfuffle (what the hell is a kerfuffle?)

But then again, it's what is on your mind. So who is your audience? When you say that so and so is bleeding? who is your audience and what do you think they 'get' from these concepts that you present. Often in the early A.M.?

But here it is: it's a kind of warfare, people. Mr. Trump is lobbing these tweet-bombs at them in the early A.M. and they are up and trying to ascertain how they can throw it right back at him mean while, meanwhile. Do we really know the time line of these tweets? Maybe he thinks up a bunch at brunch the day before and then he times them to wake up all the people who are always talking him down. They get up and loose sleep and loose their minds. What is Trump thinking? Why is he doing this? What purpose? Who does he think thinks this is funny?

So Donald is at war with them, in a strange way, as if it's a celibrity roast.

Donald, snap out of it. You've got to be someone who doesn't play to the peanut gallery. Ya, yucking it up with put-down commedians is a gas, and they might touch a nerve and actually make someone have a moment of self reflection. But a diplomat or a president has to be much softer spoken. But you got the bar-guy personality, I know this about you because I can see it in you, Wharton guy too, you know what I know about Wharton: the guys really were 'the guys' that you'd want to hire to get your business doing things correctly to turn a large profit. So you aren't a joke. But you played it like you were, it was your 'brand'. You with the orange hair, like Heat Miser from the old cartoon puppet Christmas XXX-a-ganza (that's a word that will get you banned from Tweet land, so i've exxed it out). But it was a happy kind of obviously puppet fest.

But here is the thing about Donald: he's not a puppet.

And for all of you who hate him, so what? That's your flaw not his. You hate. Not him.

But when he tweets about people bleeding, something that's hard for people, and some people say, say that it's a sign . . . stigmatta.

But when he tweets those really mean things it does seem that Mr. Trump is hating. And hating a person. No matter how vein or misguided or addicted to 'looks' that someone is, that they get themeselves cut up so as to 'look' better, which doesn't always work, isn't it a medical condition, either a form of obcessive compulsion or . . . a deep seated sense of worthlessness tied to body image? Something to be pittied? A person in need of loving and understanding, a private thing, pathethic you might think. But even more pathetic to talk about it to the whole world, who, by the way, are reading all of your tweets and trying to make sense of them. I'm talking to him as if he reads this, but I kind of know . . . that he's got more important things to do. I've been his ardent supported about a lot of what he's doing. There are a lot of topics about which we could disagree. But in the end we all have issues, personal issues, that we all must face. If we use other's issues against them, that are out side of the domain of politics and in the realm of the personal or the medical, we seem to have a callus disregard for their well-being and the eventuality of their enlightment and coming to terms with whatever obcession is driving them into dispair to the point of letting someone cut up their face so that they will 'look' better.

I'm showing my judgey way, at times. Vanity is a weight that drags people down. That announcer or new reader (I don't know her name, I don't watch her show) ought to know that in the realm of ideas if you look pretty that doesn't make your ideas more valid.

Maybe that's Mr. Trump's point? But that's not what he said.

Maybe he's got the voice recognition on and it's just transcribing what he's saying while he's talking in his sleep.

Main point: don't hit send. Review your content and post it later. I don't always follow that rule myself. But I'm not the President of the United States of America.


June 30, 2017

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Remember the Sultana!

April 27, 1865

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๐ŸŒ› ๐ŸŒ› ๐ŸŒ› ๐ŸŒ› ๐ŸŒ› ๐ŸŒ› ๐ŸŒ› ๐ŸŒ› ๐ŸŒ› ๐ŸŒ› ๐ŸŒ› ๐ŸŒ› ๐ŸŒ› ๐ŸŒ› ๐ŸŒ› ๐ŸŒ› 

A butterbean, because the baby likes them. Buy a, poppa, poppa, The people said.

A butterbean,
a butterbean
because their good
because their good
and the baby likes them.
You're the best dad
anybody every had.

My daddy's
really strong
and he's never wrong.
dude!
Buy a . . .
Father,
dad,
something different for me.
Poppa
pagga
Poppa
pagga
Poppa
pagga

A bob'n'bob dad!
You're the best dad
any body ever had
It's always a special day
when you're coming my way
when I think of you
I can't be sad.
But it's making me sad.
My dad had.
Like my dad had.
and it's making me sad.

Poppa 
pagga
can you pay?
Won't you come around
on Christmas day?
Poppa
pagga
A bob'en-in' dad
You're the best dad
anybody every had.

Baloppa daught dad . . .

Derrick dreaming lyrics
at the dance rave.

My moon said to your moon
"reason escapes me
let's not take too long
to resolve these serious issues"

Your moon said to my moon
"Reason dictates
that  I suggest you
have a nice show. 
Now I'm going to dance over here."

My moon
danced off
and forgot all about your moon.

no issues really ever needed
to be resolved.

After that Derrick never went
to another dance race

. . . only four weeks from today . . .

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Don'cha know my mommy needs ya?
Don'cha know my grand da needs ya?
Doe own't leave my grandma needy.
Half way back from Sausa-lee-ta
Dough ount leave my dear mother alone.


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have way home from Sasulita
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Poem Shards

just who reads, who writes these poems?
off a mountain road the poet roams
but only in a poem.

Realizing that the empty 
is empty
and not needing anything there.

just who shows up and for what?
I'm lonely or am alone or what does it matter?
driving off towards the nothing
walking along the nowhere path
up high
sure, it's a pretty view
but seen it, done it, jaded, back to the air port
he flew
his fantasy of happy vacation was through.


The deep snow.

The deep snow. She doesn't know how deep. She didn't think about it. Depth of snow no one know in rills and hollows where you shouldn't go when the storm is fierce and the night is cold even you shouldn't be so bold. poem is from 2012 short story titled Blizzard Baby The morning light is hued in cold awareness. Warming in the sun the bunny explores the snow covered lawn. The tracks melt by mid morning. Bunny doesn't know what the song means, anyway. This giant bubble that we call awareness? How could it have been formed? Seemingly hollow, it's filled up with you reading this and wondering where does this idle poet get his idle hours to spew out this bubble web of hollowness? ๐Ÿšฆ ๐Ÿšง ๐Ÿšจ ๐Ÿšฉ ๐Ÿšช ๐Ÿšซ ๐Ÿšฌ ๐Ÿšญ ๐Ÿšฎ ๐Ÿšฏ ๐Ÿšฐ ๐Ÿšฑ ๐Ÿšฒ ๐ŸŒ› ๐ŸŒ‘ ๐ŸŒ’ ๐ŸŒ“ ๐ŸŒ” ๐ŸŒ• ๐ŸŒ– ๐ŸŒ— ๐ŸŒ˜ ๐ŸŒ™ ๐ŸŒš ๐ŸŒ› ๐ŸŒœ ๐ŸŒ. ๐Ÿšค ๐Ÿšฅ sometimes there is beauty within the fragments . . . ๐ŸŒœ๐ŸŒœ๐ŸŒœ๐ŸŒ๐ŸŒ›๐ŸŒ›๐ŸŒ› Sprongg . . . onng . . . ongg ga Her tired morning seems more like poetry than anything you can find on a blog. Bark Bark. Bark Bark. Tree Bark Bark. Bark Bark. Dog ๐ŸŒ‘ ๐ŸŒ’ ๐ŸŒ“ ๐ŸŒ” ๐ŸŒ• ๐ŸŒ– ๐ŸŒ— ๐ŸŒ˜ ๐ŸŒ™ ๐ŸŒš ๐ŸŒ› ๐ŸŒœ ๐ŸŒ. ๐Ÿšค ๐Ÿšฅ Woof and woe๐ŸŒ ๐ŸŒ‘ ๐ŸŒ’ ๐ŸŒ“ ๐ŸŒ” ๐ŸŒ• ๐ŸŒ– ๐ŸŒ— ๐ŸŒ˜ ๐ŸŒ™ ๐ŸŒš ๐ŸŒ› ๐ŸŒœ ๐ŸŒ. ๐Ÿšค ๐Ÿšฅ Space Ship snowman floats off towards Billy Perilli, writer of all of the things on this blog. ๐ŸŒœ๐ŸŒœ๐ŸŒœ๐ŸŒ๐ŸŒ›๐ŸŒ›๐ŸŒ›

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Code Review

Purpose of such a review?

I would take new work, but I don't know how to get back into the job market.

I've got these ideas about . . . and if I tell you I won't actually do it.

to be said in a robot voice, with a sound effect quality from the 1990's: "Bitcoin is crashing, crashing"

But who am I to talk? I used to collect stamps.

I read in an article that people make upwards of $100,000.00/month running a . . . drum roll . . . MineCraft (TM) server. The article was about how three students at Rutgers . . . invented the world's worst computer varmint (mole? weasle? worm? viris?) so that they could take down rival MineCraft servers. It's a real story.

I don't do MineCraft, but I do minetest, an open source version of the same thing. I think such 'infinite world' topography simulators and gameish environments are a very lot of fun. I tend to use the world builder commands and loving the stack and stack2 commands (stack2 is the most useful). But really minetest could go to a higher place if they would . . . and I have a list of different ideas that would need to be better presented. Think like Einstein: don't just map in 3-D. Don't just allow only six directions. Allow for other orientations. Allow for importing in fragment matrices to use as templates (that is kind of . . . what the saves are.) have a better sand box. The pieces are all there, you jsut have to allow for rotation of elements and also that htey need not conform to having to live within that particular matrix.

In life, as in video games, it's better to avoid the battle. In a video game if you 'like' the battle, well, that is your thing. In the real world if you like the battle, you might not be suited as a peacemaker, but instead maybe a pretty good football player, some kind of wise quarterback.

I like playing minetest without having to fight off the dragons. But the dragons still show up occasionally. I'm doing something like building stairs between the levels, or stacking glowing bricks into a pyramid, and the figgging dragon shows up and starts shooting me with fire. How annoying. It's just a process, really. So, instead of a 'kill', one instead can defeat this . . . .creature of the game by blocking it in (so it can't move and withers away. OR. You lay down a couch and sit in it. The dragon will attack, but the couch always restores all your health, so the attack has no effect. As long as you have an adequate weapon, you just sit there with your finger on the hit button, or tapp it repetiviely, and eventually the dragon will die. Yet a third way is to remove the dragon mod, and then it won't show up any more but they are cool when they don't attack, so I leave them in the game. Plus if anyone breaks into my world (how could they?) and wants to hang around they'll have to face dragons (but I don't network my worlds, though I could, couldn't I).

I like blender better for precision. It would be awesome if there were a blend of minetest and blender (a single application) minetest-blender-neverball-civ-browswer. Each block with 6 faces can have 6 different feeds . . .

On anohter note: it is said that quantum computing will disrupt the whole crypto chain dream-space and the byte-con (byte-console?) bit-cion (bye coin?) phenomena. A few years ago I heard how gold can be faked in many different ways and that even getting a slapped coin didn't really mean that you actually had the real thing. That sounds a bit paranoid, but . . . buyer beware. Seriously if you are just starting to by metal today, thinking that bitcoin is crashing, you probably are just a desparate person anyway, unhappy in any case, and one who doesnt' plan well for storms and rain. It's going to rain sometimes. If it's a storm, that is why there are root sellers. Root-kit sealers? Nave sealers? Face-crock sellers? ROOT Cellars. Where you go when there is a tornado. Other than that you can hunker in and pray.

Yes, I think that bitcoin mining is interesting, but a far better use of a hybirdized processor array video system, with very many cores, a better use: is design. Design of scenes. Design of toy-things. Design of video game objects. Website design. For the lookup and presentation of complex data. But not just for that but actually do that with it. You have a super computer that can do it well, and instead you heat your house and mine bit coin and waste a very lot of electricity for something, that as soon as the quantum computers are actually annonced, something that won't be worth that much anymore if it['s all just cracked, first thing, but willful operators and their spiffy new cmputer system. My guess is that someone might already have them and the only reason they haven't done it yet is . . . they are just being nice.

hey, I don't know how block chain works. Maybe it will stand up to the test of dysruptive technologies such as quantum computers? I don't really know. So if you know that your purchase is a good one, and it's not just a way to launder your crooked money, or to try and hedge against the meanness of the cartel world, then go pay your 10000 dollars per bit coin, which used to be 10 cents when it first started. I've been wrong about commodities in the past. But at least if you buy a box of silver eagles, for about 10,000 american dollars (Ampex today), at least then you actually have a box of silver. Better would be a box of Rhodium.

If you could convert all of that to Rhodium, how much would that be worth: approximately 500 ounces of Rhodium! That would be a very very lot.

Now I'm just plugging my Spaceship Snow man fable, that I add to every year starting in November, or so, and post it during hte Christmas and giving season. And in the stoyr the guy who owns the giant carosel place, in the piney-marshlands of the Piney place (NJ what exit?) had invested in bitcoin back in the day and got it all out and took delivery in silver wire (which he purchased from a place in Bergan County, in view of the bridge)

But later, after the storm that hit suddenly just the week before Christmas, when all the lights came on for all the stuff and he didn't know how, he did a test on his wire, because he's got all the rock-shop gear (he is a rock-head. They called him Geometry Bob, back in the day, when he was in it). It was stupid to take deliver all in silver plates. but he figured betst thing he could power up all the gear that he also purchased (first from china) and set up on the turned over Ferris Wheel (that was a Ferris/Tesla hybird. In this fiction Tesla and Ferris are buddies, secret buddies, and Ferris was working secretly with Tesla behind the backs of the cartel, but isn't that a grand fiction!

So in the story he tests his silver and finds that it isn't silver any more and that it's turned to something else but before he actually tests for what that something else is . . . he . . . has an episode of sadness and introverted rage, when he withdraws from the world for a while and retreats into what he calls his Bee-at cave. With a little superbee emblem next to the door like a mizzuzza on a house (not made of Rhodium, but of Silver) that a lot of people won't use anymore because they fear those who don't like the ones who do that. And the back seat of an old Coronet next to the wall in the hallway. The sumer comes and all the rides are tested for safety and the seats are made clean, and they might even put on new paint. But in the Winter, the place is usually left alone. He lives there like a hermit at times, down within his broken dreams. All his millions and millions of bitcoin winnings, on which he had failed to pay even one sliver of taxes on any of it . . .

But if it's all been lost? He ponders that. He retreats into his collection of super movie heroics and animated television worlds, ignoring his new quantum 8 infinity, double infinity update super computer, wiht the coolest and most precious LED lighting system surrounding the case and controllible on an ap on a tablet, that simulates it all in a three-d space, and allows him to control all the lights on all of the holiday display bots that he keeps adding onto, year to year, but he's just never turned it all on himself. Ya, it did come on by accident the night of the storm, and then he was afraid again. But not to be too gleeful, because that might call attention. He wasn't going to have any problem declaring a profit and paying the taxes because on further look, with his expensive geologist the ready dude hiker equipment (it was all 12 and 24 volt gear and easy to maintain as well as to hauol around wiht you.

by then dad is saying that the web page is causing yawns, even for me. Who can keep up with these made up stories of false histories? Tesla? Edison? Ferris? New Jersey? Pennsylvania? Ohio?

Yes. when it's time for bed dad maybe picks a famous story. He reads it till they tucker out. If they have questions he answers them. Then he goes off and thinks about how . . . just how mayebe . . he could figure out how to make silver into Rhodium. And if he does he might not tell anyone. What would his kids think? "You won't even tell us, daddy?"

"Yes, of course. Tell you, and the whole world."

"That's a better ending."

"It would also be a begining."

By then the children were sleeping. The story had put them to sleep.

Jan 17, 2018






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